Jocelyn Heaven. That's all I could think as I watched the dirt circle the drain beneath my feet. I lavished in the hot water running down my body. It felt so good. I picked as much debris out of my hair as I could and was disgusted to find dead beetles stuck in some strands. I had mosquito bite marks up and down my body and small, insignificant scratches here and there. But none of it mattered because I was in Heaven. I showered and scrubbed myself with the cheap motel soap until the water turned cold and then continued even then. It wasn't until Danny knocked on the bathroom door and let himself in that I finally peeled back the cheap, plastic shower curtain and smiled at him. He gave me a small smile back and his eyes raked over my body with hunger. Not yet big boy. Just wait until I

