Finding True Love

Episode Four

He gasped in surprise as he was not expecting it and she used the opportunity to slip her soft pink tongue into his open mouth. Jake did not know what to think or feel, so he just sat there immobile while she kissed him passionately, until she moaned and shifted position so that her breasts were pressed against his chest. He flew up from the couch as though a poisonous snake had bitten him and stared down at her with something akin to horror. Her lipstick was smeared over her mouth and he unconsciously brought his hand up to his mouth to wipe at it. All he could see as he looked down at her like this was Grace’s face.

“I’m sorry.” He blurted out miserably. “I can’t.”

Shannon was still sitting down on the couch and was staring at him with her blue eyes wide open in shock. She would have looked comical with her wide open eyes and smeared mouth, but nothing was funny to Jake about this situation in which he found himself. She probably thought that he was impotent or something.

“Oh my God. I’m so sorry. You’re gay. I didn’t realize…” She began, but trailed off and blinked at him in confusion. His c**k was straining his boxers and he was obviously aroused, so what the hell was his problem?

“No, I’m not gay. I’m just not ready for anything with anyone yet.” Especially you… he wanted to add, but didn’t. She looked so much like Grace that the resemblance was uncanny. They had the same blonde hair, although Shannon's was a shade lighter than Grace’s. They also had the same blue eyes and slim, tall figure. Even their mannerisms were somewhat alike and it looking at her was almost like staring at the ghost that had haunted him for the past two years.

“So what’s the problem?” Shannon asked.

“I lost my fiancée and I’ve not been with anyone since then. I don’t think I’m ready for that yet.” Jake heard the words burst out of him. He was surprised that that had come out of his mouth as he never told anyone that.

“I’m so sorry to hear that Jake.” She said, and put on that pitiful look that he hated again. “I figured that you were going through a rough patch the other night. I understand your hesitation to get physical with anyone.”

“Yeah.” Jake said, wishing she would just leave. She did not make a move to do anything of the sort though. Instead, she raised her hands above her head and stretched luxuriously. For the first time that evening, Jake noticed that she wasn’t wearing any bra. Her n*****s stood out against the sheer material of her blouse, hard and pointed. To his utter surprise, his d**k which had become flaccid while they talked began to get hard again. The usual guilt started to stir up inside him, but he pushed it aside.

He had been abstinent in the two years since Grace died, and now, he felt like he would die if he did not have a woman. Like his mother and everyone he knew, including Grace’s mother told him, he couldn’t stay alone forever. It usually annoyed him to no end whenever anyone told him that, but now, he was beginning to think that they were right. He wasn’t planning on having a relationship with Shannon or anyone else for that matter, at least not yet, but maybe a one night stand wasn’t bad…if she was game, that is.

Shannon noticed him looking and smiled sultrily. “See something you like?” She asked and arched an eyebrow, while cupping her small breasts with their pointed n*****s through her clothes.

“Shannon, I’m not going to have a relationship with you. If that is what you want, I can’t give it to you.”

“I understand. Luckily enough, I do not want a relationship. We just met, remember? I only want to f**k you, and I happen to know that you want that too.” She replied, eyeing his package hungrily and pinching her n*****s through her cloth.

Jake did not need to hear anything else. He grabbed her, raised her up from the chair, and dragged her into his arms in one swift motion. She was so beautiful and up close, the similarities between her and Grace faded away, relieving Jake. The last thing he wanted to do was to have s*x with Grace’s double. It would feel as though he were using Shannon as a substitute. He planted his lips against hers and Shannon leaned into his embrace, kissing him back with fervor and moaning into his mouth.

Jake could not believe how hard he was. It was as though all the pent up horniness of the past two years had built up until this moment. He kissed Shannon's lips, eyes, neck, and all her body until he had her quivering beneath him with passion. He had all but forgotten just how good being with a woman felt. It was as though all the feelings that had lain dormant for the past two years had all sprung up to the surface and were clamoring to be let out. They were still in his living room, but Jake did not see the need for them to go anywhere else. He took off her blouse to reveal her small but perfect breasts and hard n*****s.

He placed a kiss on each of them, listening to her sigh as she grabbed his head and pressed it against her chest. Shannon was a moaner and her moans were making him incredibly horny. By the time he put his fingers inside her panties, they were soaked with her wetness.

“You make me so hot, Jake. I can’t wait to have you inside me.”

“Yeah. I can see that. You make me horny too.”

“I want to feel your c**k inside me.”

“You will.” He replied, while making quick work of divesting her of her panties. Her p***y was shaved clean, which he liked and her c**t was pink and swollen with arousal. Just looking at her spread-eagled on his couch caused his d**k to throb painfully. He could not wait until he could bury his throbbing c**k inside her warm wet p***y. He bent his head and began to suck on her p***y, while she writhed, moaned and groaned in the couch.

“Yes, Jake. Don’t stop. Ooooh I love that so much. Don’t ever stop.”

But Jake did stop when she was on the verge of cumming, and ignored her moan of protest.

“Damn. I don’t have a condom.”

“Don’t worry. I’m safe.” She informed him almost impatiently. “You should still pull out when You’re ready to c*m though.”

Jake guided his d**k to her p***y entrance and fed it in slowly, closing his eyes against the unbelievable pleasure that coursed through him. He began to move inside her with slow thrusts, drawing passionate moans from her. As he f****d her, Shannon reached up and began to pull on her n*****s in time with his thrusts. The sight was so unbelievably erotic and Jake started pounding hard and fast into her.

“f**k me harder, Jake. Your c**k feels so damn good.” She moaned, bucking her hips in time with his thrusts. Jake obliged her, and began slamming his d**k into her until she was almost screaming with pleasure. Her pink c**t was glistening temptingly with her wetness and the moisture from when he sucked on it. Jake reached over and began to rub her c**t with his fingers as he f****d her. Within minutes, she was shuddering and cumming hard, with her p***y clenching on his d**k, while moaning his name over and over again. Jake followed suit and withdrew his c**k from her warm wet p***y to pump out his c*m all over her stomach.

“That was awesome, Jake. I can’t remember the last time I was f****d so good.”

“Yeah it was.” Jake agreed, hoping that she would leave it at that.

Shannon did not say anything else but followed him to go and clean herself up in his bathroom.