I slept on the couch while he was sleeping silently at the bed. He was scary when he was drunk. He tried to kiss me when my body was too closed at him and good thing that I pushed him hard on the bed. I slowly stretched my arms when I got up. I walked slowly at the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I was really annoyed with myself as I remembered the things happened yesterday. It was making my head hurt as soon as I realized that all I was thinking about was him. It was making me sick, the way he was choosing Avy and not me. I was regretting about making my true self appear in front of his eyes but I did not expect that he would like me after all. May be, skin color was important to him. I looked ugly. I was dark skinned. I even wore eyeglasses and I was supposed to live l

