THE IN-BETWEEN
Episode 1:
The Awakening
I wake to the taste of copper and fog.
That's the first thing—
not sight,
not sound,
but taste.
Metallic and thick, coating my tongue like I've been breathing rust.
My eyes won't open at first.
The lids feel heavy, weighted down by something I can't name.
When I finally force them apart, I wish I hadn't.
Gray.
Everything is gray.
Not the gray of storm clouds or concrete.
This is different—alive somehow, moving.
The air itself seems to pulse with it, swirling in lazy spirals that make my stomach lurch.
I try to focus on something, anything solid, but there's nothing to hold onto.
The ground beneath me feels real enough—cold, hard—but when I look down, I can't tell where my body ends and the surface begins.
I'm lying on my side.
I think.
My cheek presses against something smooth, and there's an ache in my shoulder that suggests I've been here a while.
How long?
Minutes?
Hours?
Days?
The thought sends a spike of panic through my chest, and suddenly I'm scrambling upright, hands slapping against the ground for purchase. The surface is solid but wrong—
too smooth,
too cold,
like touching marble that's been left in a freezer.
My palms slide slightly as I push myself up, and I realize I'm shaking.
"Hello?"
My voice comes out cracked and small, swallowed almost immediately by the thick air.
The sound doesn't echo.
It just... stops.
Dies.
Like the space around me is eating it.
I force myself to stand, legs trembling beneath me.
The world tilts, and I have to close my eyes against a wave of vertigo.
When I open them again, the gray has shifted.
Not dramatically—just enough to notice.
The swirls move differently now, faster, more agitated.
"Where am I?"
The question feels too big, too impossible.
I try to think back, to remember how I got here, but my mind is a blank slate.
No—not blank.
Fractured.
Like someone took my memories and shattered them, leaving only jagged pieces that cut when I try to grasp them.
I remember... what?
A sound?
Voices?
There's something there, just out of reach, but when I try to focus on it, it slips away like water through my fingers.
I take a step forward, and the ground holds.
That's something, at least.
Another step.
The mist parts slightly, revealing more of the same—endless gray, shifting and alive.
No walls.
No ceiling.
No horizon.
Just this suffocating, infinite nothing.
"Is anyone there?"
Still nothing.
But now I'm moving, walking forward because standing still feels like drowning.
My footsteps make no sound.
I look down at my feet—bare, I realize with a jolt—and watch them move across the surface.
No footprints.
No trace that I was ever here.
The panic is building now, a living thing in my chest with claws and teeth.
I walk faster, then break into a run, desperate to find something, anything that makes sense.
The mist thickens around me, and I can feel it on my skin now—cold and damp, like walking through a cloud.
My breath comes in short gasps, and I can see it puffing out in front of me, white against the gray.
Then I see it.
A shape.
Dark and solid, rising out of the mist ahead.
I stop so suddenly I nearly fall, my heart hammering against my ribs.
The shape doesn't move.
It just stands there, maybe twenty feet away, barely visible through the swirling gray.
It's tall—taller than a person should be—and wrong somehow.
The proportions are off, like looking at a reflection in a funhouse mirror.
"Hello?"
I try again, hating how desperate I sound.
The shape doesn't respond.
Doesn't move.
But I can feel it watching me.
The sensation crawls across my skin like insects, and I take an involuntary step backward.
That's when I notice the others.
More shapes, emerging from the mist on all sides.
Some tall, some short, all of them wrong in ways I can't quite articulate.
They don't approach, just stand there in a loose circle around me, silent and still.
"What do you want?"
My voice is shaking now, barely above a whisper.
One of the shapes moves.
Just a slight shift, but it's enough to make me flinch.
Then another moves.
And another.
They're not coming closer, but they're... adjusting.
Positioning themselves.
Like they're waiting for something.
I spin in a slow circle, trying to keep all of them in view at once.
There are at least a dozen now, maybe more appearing in the distance.
The mist makes it hard to tell where one ends and another begins.
"Please,"
I say, and I'm not even sure what I'm asking for.
Help?
Answers?
To wake up from whatever nightmare this is?
A sound breaks the silence—soft at first, then growing louder.
It takes me a moment to recognize it.
Whispering.
The shapes are whispering, their voices overlapping and indistinct, creating a susurrus that seems to come from everywhere and nowhere at once.
I can't make out words, just the rhythm of speech, rising and falling like waves.
The sound wraps around me, and I press my hands over my ears, but it doesn't help.
The whispers are inside my head now, burrowing into my thoughts.
"Remember" "remember" "remember"
"Remember what?"
I scream, and the shapes go silent.
The sudden absence of sound is worse than the whispers.
In the quiet, I can hear my own heartbeat, too fast, too loud.
I can hear my breathing, ragged and panicked.
And underneath it all, something else.
Footsteps.
Slow.
Deliberate.
Coming from behind me.
I don't want to turn around.
Every instinct I have is screaming at me to run, to get away, but my body won't cooperate.
I'm frozen, rooted to this impossible ground, as the footsteps grow closer.
Closer.
Closer.
I can feel breath on the back of my neck now—cold and wrong, smelling of earth and decay.
My skin prickles with goosebumps, and tears are streaming down my face though I don't remember starting to cry.
"Please,"
I whisper one more time.
A hand touches my shoulder.
The contact is like ice, burning cold through whatever I'm wearing.
I look down and see fingers—too long, too pale, the nails black and cracked.
They curl around my shoulder with gentle pressure, almost tender, and that somehow makes it worse.
A voice speaks directly into my ear, so close I can feel the words against my skin.
"You shouldn't be here."
The voice is familiar.
Impossibly, terribly familiar.
It sounds like...
me.
My voice, but wrong.
Distorted.
Like hearing a recording of yourself played backward.
I finally find the strength to move, wrenching away from the touch and spinning around.
There's nothing there.
The space behind me is empty, just more swirling gray mist.
The shapes that surrounded me are gone too, vanished as if they were never there.
I'm alone again in this endless nothing, my shoulder still burning cold where the hand touched me.
I sink to my knees, wrapping my arms around myself.
The shaking won't stop.
Nothing makes sense.
I don't know where I am, how I got here, or what those things were.
I don't even know if I'm alive or dead or something in between.
"In between?"
The words echo in my mind, and with them comes a flash of memory—brief and blinding.
A road.
Headlights.
The screech of tires.
Then nothing.
I gasp, clutching at the fragment, but it's already fading.
Was that real?
A memory or just my mind trying to make sense of the senseless?
I force myself to stand again, legs still trembling.
I can't stay here.
I have to move, have to find...
what?
An exit?
An explanation?
Someone who can tell me what's happening?
The mist shifts again, and this time I see something new.
Not a shape, but a structure.
Walls, maybe, or the suggestion of them.
Something solid in all this gray.
I start walking toward it, each step an act of will.
The cold from that touch still lingers on my shoulder, a reminder that I'm not alone here.
That something is watching.
Waiting.
As I walk, I become aware of other sensations.
The air pressure changes, making my ears pop.
The temperature drops, and I can see my breath again, coming faster now.
And underneath it all, that copper taste is back, stronger than before.
The structure grows clearer as I approach—walls made of something that looks like stone but moves like water, rippling and reforming.
There's an opening, a doorway of sorts, leading into deeper darkness.
I stop at the threshold, peering into the black.
Every rational part of my brain is screaming at me not to go in, but what choice do I have?
Stay out here in the mist with the shapes and the whispers?
At least inside there might be answers.
I take a breath and step through.
The darkness swallows me whole, and for a moment, there's nothing—
no sight,
no sound,
no sensation at all.
I'm floating in a void, untethered from everything.
Then light blooms ahead, dim and flickering like a candle in the distance.
I move toward it, my footsteps suddenly audible again, echoing off unseen walls.
The space around me feels enclosed now, pressing in from all sides.
The light grows brighter, and I can make out details.
A corridor, stretching ahead into shadow.
The walls are covered in something—
marks, maybe, or writing.
I move closer, squinting at them in the dim light.
They're not words.
They're scratches.
Hundreds, thousands of them, carved into the stone.
Desperate, frantic marks, like someone was trying to count something.
Or keep track of time.
My hand reaches out without conscious thought, fingers tracing one of the deeper grooves.
The stone is warm under my touch, almost body temperature, and I jerk my hand back.
That's when I see it.
At the end of the corridor, standing in the pool of light, is a figure.
Human-shaped, but I can't make out details from this distance.
It's just standing there, motionless, facing me.
"Hello?"
I call out, my voice echoing strangely in the enclosed space.
The figure doesn't respond.
Doesn't move.
I take a step forward,
then another.
The figure remains still.
As I get closer, details start to emerge.
Long hair.
Slight build.
Wearing something dark and shapeless.
Another step, and my heart stops.
I know that posture.
The way the shoulders hunch slightly forward.
The tilt of the head.
I know it because it's mine.
The figure at the end of the corridor is me.
I'm staring at myself, standing in that pool of light, and as I watch, the other me slowly raises its head.
Our eyes meet across the distance, and I see my own face looking back at me.
But the expression is wrong.
The eyes are wrong.
There's something behind them, something dark and hungry and not me at all.
The other me smiles, and it's the most terrible thing I've ever seen.
Then it speaks, and the voice is mine but isn't,
familiar but alien.
"Welcome home."
The light goes out.
In the sudden darkness, I hear footsteps running toward me—fast, too fast—and I'm screaming, backing away, my hands scrabbling against the walls.
The scratches cut into my palms, and I feel warm blood, the first real sensation since I woke up in this nightmare.
The footsteps stop.
Silence.
I'm holding my breath, pressing myself against the wall, waiting for something to grab me, to touch me with those too-long fingers again.
But nothing comes.
Slowly,
gradually,
light returns.
Not the flickering candle light from before, but the same gray luminescence from outside.
I'm back in the mist, standing in the open again.
The corridor, the walls, the other me—all gone.
But my palms are still bleeding, the cuts real and stinging.
And on my shoulder, where that hand touched me, I can feel something new.
I look down and see it—
a mark,
dark against my skin.
Not a bruise.
Not a burn.
Something else.
It looks almost like a handprint, but the fingers are too long, the shape too wrong.
And as I stare at it, I realize with creeping horror that it's not fading.
It's spreading, the darkness seeping slowly across my skin like ink in water.
I don't know where I am.
I don't know how I got here.
But I'm starting to understand one terrible truth.
Whatever this place is, it doesn't want to let me go.
And I'm not sure I'm strong enough to fight it.