Lydia POV
A small pang of jealousy strikes my heart when I hear him calling her by her first name and speaking so fondly of her, and I feel like the worst person in the world for feeling that. She is absolutely amazing. And my head knows he doesn’t mean it like that.
As if he can sense my internal turmoil, he continues “she is like a sister to me. I don’t have any family, she is all I have”. And good goddess, now I feel even worse. I am such a bad person.
It’s just.. I never had a boyfriend. I never even had as much as a crush on someone in that forsaken pack. To be fair, I didn’t socialize much either. The experience in school was enough to put me off. Not even in my wildest dreams did I ever think of finding my fated mate one day. I was fearful I would stuck there forever, I never d
