CHAPTER 4

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Rhea Vale’s POV Flashback — 3 months earlier The Ashford Estate is bigger than the apartment building I grew up in. When the black gates swing open and I see the marble driveway stretching up to the house, I almost turn around and walk back to the bus stop. The security cameras blink at me like eyes. The butler who opens the door is wearing white gloves and doesn’t even blink when I show up with nothing but a duffel bag and a two-paragraph application. I’m not supposed to be here. I’m supposed to be at City General Hospital, sitting in the plastic chair next to Daniel’s bed while the nurse changes his IV. But the hospital doesn’t pay my brother’s bills. This job does. “Mr. Ashford is strict,” Mrs. Calloway warned me during the tour. She walks fast for a sixty-year-old, and her heels don’t make a sound on the marble. “He doesn’t like noise. He doesn’t like mistakes. He doesn’t like people.” Great. Perfect match. The staff quarters are small but clean. One room with a single bed, a shared bathroom down the hall, and a window that looks out over the garage. It’s better than the apartment I can’t afford anymore. Better than the couch I’ve been sleeping on at Daniel’s hospital for the last two months. I have one week before the next bill is due. If I lose this job, Daniel goes to a state facility. I can’t let that happen. So I nod at Mrs. Calloway and say, “I can handle strict.” She looks at me like she doesn’t believe me. She probably doesn’t. The first time I see Kieran Ashford, he’s in the study. Suit jacket off, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, surrounded by papers and two cold cups of coffee that have been sitting there for hours. He doesn’t look up when I enter to drop off the morning mail. “You’re late,” he says without looking. “I’m five minutes early,” I reply before I can stop myself. That gets his attention. He finally looks up. Dark eyes. Sharp jaw. The kind of face that belongs on magazine covers, not in real life. The kind of face that makes you forget how to breathe for half a second. “Rule #1,” he says, voice flat and final. “Never argue with me.” I meet his gaze. I’ve spent the last two years arguing with doctors, insurance reps, and hospital billing departments. I’m not scared of him. “Rule #2. Don’t assume I’m wrong.” For a second, he looks surprised. Then annoyed. Then… something else. Something I can’t name. He doesn’t fire me. He doesn’t even scold me. He just says, “Start in the east wing. Don’t touch anything in the locked room.” I nod. “Understood, Mr. Ashford.” That’s it. That’s the entire conversation. Three months of cleaning his floors, making his coffee, and avoiding his eyes. Three months of him acting like I’m invisible unless I make a mistake. I learn the rules fast. Rule #3: _Do not speak unless spoken to._ Rule #7: _The library is off-limits after 10 p.m._ Rule #12: _No personal conversations._ Rule #19: _Never enter the east wing._ The east wing is a ghost story around here. The staff whisper about it when they think I can’t hear. _That’s where his fiancée died. That’s where he keeps her things. That’s why he never goes in there._ I don’t ask questions. I don’t need to. I have my own ghosts. The first two weeks are the hardest. I’m running on four hours of sleep and coffee from the staff room. I spend my mornings cleaning and my afternoons at the hospital with Daniel. I’m tired. I’m scared. And I’m one mistake away from being out on the street. Then comes the night I find him in the library at 1 a.m. I’m supposed to be asleep. I’m supposed to be off-shift. But I couldn’t sleep because Daniel’s nurse called and said his fever spiked again. I was pacing the hallway when I saw the light under the library door. I shouldn’t have gone in. Rule #7. But something about the way the light looked… wrong. Too still. I push the door open. Kieran is on the floor with his head in his hands, breathing hard like he can’t get enough air. His face is pale. There’s sweat on his forehead. He looks… vulnerable. Not the cold billionaire. Just a man in pain. “Migraine,” he says shortly when he notices me. He doesn’t look up. “Get out.” “You should lie down,” I say against every rule I’ve learned. He looks up then, and his eyes are sharp. “You should go to bed.” “I will. After I make you tea.” He stares at me like I’ve grown two heads. “I don’t need—” “You look like you’re going to pass out,” I cut him off. “And if you pass out, I’ll have to call Mrs. Calloway, and she’ll have to call your doctor, and then the whole staff will know you’re not as invincible as you pretend to be.” That shuts him up. I make the tea in the small kitchenette in the library. Chamomile. It’s the only thing I know that helps with headaches. I set it on the table next to him and sit down in the chair across from him. He doesn’t drink it. He just watches me. “You’re supposed to be asleep,” he says finally. “So are you.” “I’m the owner.” “And I’m the one who’s going to have to explain to Mrs. Calloway why you collapsed on the library floor.” I shrug. “Your choice.” He doesn’t laugh. He doesn’t smile. But something in his shoulders loosens. He drinks the tea. I don’t ask why he’s in here at 1 a.m. I don’t ask about the locked door at the end of the hall. I just sit there and read the book he left open on the table. _Meditations_ by Marcus Aurelius. Of course. An hour later, his breathing evens out. The color comes back to his face. “You can go now,” he says. I stand up. “Goodnight, Mr. Ashford.” “Rhea.” I stop at the door. “Yes?” “Thank you.” It’s the first time he’s said my name. That’s the first time I see him as a person. Not an employer. Not a billionaire. A person who hurts and hides it. Week four, I catch him in the hallway at 2 a.m. again. I’m carrying a laundry basket. He’s carrying a stack of files. “You’re still up,” he says. “So are you.” “I’m on shift.” “And I’m the owner.” He should walk past me. He doesn’t. “Go to bed, Rhea.” “I will after I finish this load.” I adjust the basket on my hip. “Unless you want to do it for me?” It’s a joke. A stupid, reckless joke. I don’t know why I say it. Maybe because I’m tired. Maybe because for a second, I forget who he is. He doesn’t laugh. But the corner of his mouth twitches. Almost. “Go to bed,” he repeats, but there’s no bite to it. I do. But I remember the almost-smile. Month two, I start to notice things about him. He works 16-hour days and sleeps maybe four. He eats alone. He never has visitors except for his assistant and his lawyer. He never smiles. But he remembers things. He remembers that I take my coffee black. He remembers that I’m off on Tuesdays for Daniel’s appointments. He remembers that I don’t like the staff room coffee because it’s burnt. He never says anything. He just makes sure there’s fresh coffee in the pot when I come in at 6 a.m. Month three, I find him in the study at midnight. It’s the anniversary of something. I don’t know what. But he’s been quieter than usual all day. More distant. I set a fresh cup of coffee on his desk without a word. Then I turn to leave. “Why do you stay so late?” he asks before I can reach the door. I pause. “Why do you?” He doesn’t answer. I don’t press. “Because sleep is a waste of time,” he says finally. “Or because you’re avoiding it?” The words slip out before I can stop them. He looks up at me, eyes dark. “Avoiding what?” I don’t answer. I can’t. Because I don’t know what he’s avoiding. But I can see it in the way he never lets himself rest. In the way he never lets anyone close. I leave before he can ask me anything else. That’s how it goes for three months. Small moments. Quiet conversations. Nothing that crosses the line. Nothing that breaks the rules. Until last night. Until 2 a.m. in the guest room. Until he says “fire me” and I don’t walk away. I replay it in my head while I fold laundry in the staff room. The way he looked at me. The way his voice sounded when he said my name. The way he didn’t try to hide the fact that he wanted this too. It scares me. It terrifies me. Because if I let myself care about him, I’ll lose everything. My job. My apartment. Daniel’s treatment. But if I don’t… I don’t know if I’ll ever get this chance again. I don’t know if I’ll ever meet someone who looks at me like I’m more than just a maid. At 8:30 a.m., James knocks on my door and hands me an envelope. “Mr. Ashford left this for you,” he says. “Said not to open it in front of anyone.” I take it, fingers trembling. The paper is thick. Expensive. My name is written on the front in sharp, black ink. I close the door and sit on the edge of my bed. Inside is a black keycard. No words. Just the Ashford Tech logo in silver. And a handwritten note on the back: _The east wing is unlocked._ My stomach drops. The east wing. The locked room. The room no one is allowed to enter. Why would he give me this? Why would he unlock the one part of the house he’s kept sealed for two years? Unless… unless last night meant something to him too. Unless he’s not acting like nothing happened. Unless he’s waiting for me. I should throw it away. I should hand it back to Mrs. Calloway and quit before I lose everything. But I don’t. I slip the keycard into my pocket and sit there for a long time, staring at the door. Because if Kieran Ashford is offering me access to the most private, most painful part of himself… Then maybe this isn’t over. Maybe last night wasn’t a mistake. Maybe it was a beginning. And maybe I’m stupid enough to walk through that door and find out what’s waiting for me on the other side.
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