CHAPTER 3

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Kieran Ashford’s POV Flashback — 3 months earlier The interview was supposed to take ten minutes. It took forty. I watched her from behind the one-way glass in my office, arms crossed, coffee going cold in my hand. She sat straight in the chair across from Mrs. Calloway, hands folded in her lap, no resume folder, no leather portfolio, no nervous smile. Just herself. Most applicants come in armed with references and rehearsed answers. She came in with tired eyes and a spine that wouldn’t bend. “You have no formal experience,” I said when I finally walked in. I didn’t sit. I don’t sit for interviews. Sitting implies time. Time implies consideration. I don’t consider people who don’t meet the baseline. “No references. No letter of recommendation. Your application was two paragraphs.” “No,” she agreed. Her voice was steady. Not defensive. Not apologetic. Just factual. “I don’t.” “Then why should I hire you?” That was the question that usually ended it. The one that made people stumble, over-explain, or start listing skills they didn’t have. She didn’t stumble. “Because I need the job,” she said. “And because I’m good at it.” Arrogant. Direct. Honest. Three things I don’t tolerate in staff. I was about to send her out. Mrs. Calloway had already opened her mouth to thank her for her time. But then Rhea added, quieter this time: “My brother is in the hospital. I need the health insurance. I need the housing. I need the pay.” That stopped me. I don’t hire people for their sob stories. I’ve heard them all. Single mothers. College dropouts. People down on their luck who think a job at Ashford Manor will fix everything. Nine times out of ten, they quit in two weeks when they realize how strict I am. But there was something in her eyes when she said it. Something that wasn’t pity. Wasn’t desperation. It was resolve. Like she’d already decided she wasn’t going to fail. I studied her for a long moment. Dark hair pulled back in a tight bun. Plain black dress. No jewelry. No makeup. She looked exhausted, but she wasn’t looking at me like I was a lifeline. She was looking at me like I was a decision she had to win. “One mistake and you’re out,” I said finally. “No second chances. No warnings. You break a rule, you’re gone.” She nodded. “Fair.” Mrs. Calloway shot me a look. She thought I was being too harsh. Maybe I was. But I don’t have room for mistakes in this house. Not anymore. “Start tomorrow. 6 a.m. Uniform will be in your quarters. Don’t touch anything in the east wing.” She nodded again. “Understood, Mr. Ashford.” That was three months ago. Now she’s in my bed. I pour myself a black coffee at 5:30 a.m., standing in the kitchen alone while the rest of the manor sleeps. The glass is cold against my palm. The city outside is still dark, but the sky is starting to lighten at the edges. I should regret what happened last night. I should feel guilt. I should feel panic. I should be calling legal right now to figure out how to contain this before it hits the news. Instead, I feel… alive. It’s been two years since I felt that. Since before the accident. Since before the funeral. Since before I built walls so high around myself that even I couldn’t climb over them. Rhea climbed over them. I don’t know if I want to pull her back down or keep her here. The memory of her fingers gripping my shirt plays on loop in my head. The way she didn’t pull away. The way she whispered “don’t stop” like she meant it. She’s different from the others. Different from the women who show up at charity galas hoping to catch my eye. Different from the interns who leave resumes on my desk with their phone numbers tucked inside. Different from the people who see Kieran Ashford and see money. She sees _me_. And she doesn’t like what she sees. Not really. But she doesn’t run either. That’s rare. Three months ago, I thought she wouldn’t last a week. The first day, she showed up at 5:58 a.m. Uniform pressed. Hair pulled back. No excuses. No complaints. She started in the east wing like I told her to, then stopped outside the locked door and didn’t try to open it. Didn’t ask questions. Just cleaned the hallway and moved on. Rule #1: _Never question me._ She followed it without me having to say it twice. Week two, I found her in the library at 1 a.m. I couldn’t sleep. Migraine. It happens when the stress gets bad. I was sitting on the floor with my head in my hands, trying to breathe through it. She didn’t knock. She just walked in, set a cup of tea on the table, and said, “You should lie down.” “Rule #12,” I said without looking up. “No personal conversations.” “I know.” She didn’t leave. “But you look like you’re going to pass out. And if you pass out, I’ll have to call Mrs. Calloway, and she’ll have to call your doctor, and then the whole staff will know you’re not as invincible as you pretend to be.” I looked up at that. She wasn’t smiling. She was serious. “You should go to bed,” I said. “I will. After I make sure you don’t die on the library floor.” She stayed until the migraine eased. Didn’t ask why I was in here. Didn’t ask about the locked door at the end of the hall. Just sat in the chair across from me and read a book while I sat in silence. That was the first time I looked at her like she was a person. Not staff. Not an employee. A person. Week four, she caught me in the hallway at 2 a.m. again. I’d been working late. She was carrying a laundry basket. “You’re still up,” she said. “So are you.” “I’m on shift.” “And I’m the owner.” I should have walked past her. I didn’t. “Go to bed, Rhea.” “I will after I finish this load.” She adjusted the basket on her hip. “Unless you want to do it for me?” She said it like a joke. Like she actually thought I might. I didn’t laugh. I don’t laugh much anymore. But I almost did. That was the first time I learned her name without looking at her file. Rhea. It fits her. Short. Sharp. Unbending. Month two, I started noticing things. She never gossiped with the other staff. She never asked for favors. She never complained about the hours. She just did the work. Quietly. Efficiently. Better than anyone I’d hired in the last five years. And she never looked at me the way people look at me. Not with awe. Not with fear. Not with expectation. She looked at me like I was a puzzle she was trying to solve. Month three, she found me in the study at midnight. I was going over quarterly reports, trying to distract myself from the date. It was the anniversary. Two years since the accident. She set a fresh cup of coffee on my desk without a word. Then she turned to leave. “Why do you stay so late?” I asked before I could stop myself. She paused at the door. “Why do you?” Touché. “Because sleep is a waste of time,” I said. She tilted her head. “Or because you’re avoiding it?” I didn’t answer. She didn’t press. That was the last normal conversation we had before last night. Now here I am, standing in my kitchen at 5:30 a.m., holding a coffee I’m not drinking, thinking about the way her hair fell across her face when she closed her eyes. I should send her away. I should write her a severance check and tell her to never come back. It’s the smart thing. The safe thing. The thing that protects both of us. But I don’t want to. I want to see her at breakfast. I want to see if she’ll look at me. I want to see if she’ll act like nothing happened or if she’ll act like I acted like nothing happened. I want to see if she’ll walk away. I set the coffee down and run a hand through my hair. I’m not a man who second-guesses himself. I make decisions and I live with them. But this… this isn’t a business decision. This isn’t a calculated risk. This is personal. And personal has always been my blind spot. The accident taught me that. Losing her taught me that. I swore I wouldn’t let anyone in again. Swore I wouldn’t let anyone see the part of me that’s still broken. Swore I wouldn’t let anyone have that kind of power over me. Rhea has it now. Whether she knows it or not. I glance at the clock. 6:15 a.m. She’ll be getting up soon. She’ll be heading to the staff room for her morning briefing with Mrs. Calloway. She’ll be pretending last night didn’t happen. I can’t pretend. I walk to the desk in the corner and pull out a blank card from the drawer. I don’t use these often. I don’t write notes. I send emails. I give instructions. But this isn’t an instruction. I write one line on the back of the keycard: _The east wing is unlocked._ Then I put it in an envelope and write her name on the front. The east wing has been sealed for two years. No one goes in there. Not the cleaning staff. Not security. Not even me, most days. It’s where I kept everything that reminded me of her. Photos. Clothes. The letter she never got to read. I don’t know why I’m unlocking it for Rhea. Maybe because she deserves to know what she’s getting into. Maybe because if she sees what’s in there and still doesn’t run, then maybe… maybe this isn’t a mistake. Maybe it’s something real. I call James from the groundskeeping team and tell him to deliver it to her quarters. I don’t say why. He doesn’t ask. He just nods and leaves. Then I head to the office. Because Kieran Ashford doesn’t sit around thinking about a maid. Kieran Ashford runs a company. But for the first time in two years, I’m not sure which one matters more.
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