CHAPTER 2

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Rhea Vale’s POV Morning after The first thing I notice is the cold. The silk sheets are gone. The weight of him is gone. The room smells like his cologne — cedar and something sharp, expensive. And empty. I sit up slowly, clutching the blanket to my chest. The guest room is spotless. Too spotless. Like nothing happened. Like I imagined the entire thing. I didn’t imagine it. Kieran’s jacket is draped over the armchair. His tie is loose on the floor. My uniform dress is folded neatly on the ottoman, like he did it. Of course he did. The man folds his own laundry. The man color-codes his shirts and irons his own handkerchiefs. Control is his religion, and every surface in this manor is his altar. The clock on the wall reads 6:47 a.m. He’s gone. Of course he’s gone. Kieran Ashford doesn’t stay. He doesn’t linger. He doesn’t explain. He gives orders and expects them to be followed. He doesn’t apologize. He doesn’t look back. My hands are shaking. I don’t know if it’s from fear or adrenaline or regret. Probably all three. Probably something worse — something I don’t have a name for yet. The contract flashes in my mind, printed in cold black ink on the paper I signed three months ago: _No personal relationships with the employer. Immediate termination. No severance. No exceptions._ My brother’s hospital bill flashes in my mind too. $12,400. Due in five days. I can’t lose this job. I _can’t_. If I lose this job, I lose the housing. I lose the health insurance. I lose the one thing keeping my brother from being discharged to a facility we can’t afford. I close my eyes and press my palms to my face. Stupid. Stupid, Rhea. You knew better. You knew the rules. You knew who he was. But when he looked at me last night, he didn’t look like Kieran Ashford, the billionaire who doesn’t smile and doesn’t sleep and doesn’t let anyone within ten feet of him. He looked like a man. A tired, broken man who hadn’t been touched in years and was terrified of being alone. I should have walked away. The first time. The second time. The third time when he said “fire me” like it was some kind of twisted joke. “Then fire me.” God. Why did he say that? There’s a knock at the door. I freeze, heart slamming against my ribs. “Yes?” My voice comes out hoarse, barely a whisper. It’s Mrs. Calloway, the head housekeeper. She’s sixty, doesn’t miss anything, and has worked for the Ashford family for thirty years. She opens the door without waiting for permission. She doesn’t believe in knocking. She believes in assessing. Her eyes sweep over me. Over the blanket clutched to my chest. Over the disheveled room. Over Kieran’s jacket on the armchair. Then they land on my face. Her expression doesn’t change. Not even a flicker. Thirty years of working for billionaires will do that to you. Thirty years of seeing things and pretending you didn’t. “Mr. Ashford left for the office at 5:30,” she says evenly, her voice as smooth and polished as the marble floors she makes us scrub every day. “He said you’re not to disturb him before 10.” I nod. My throat is dry. “Understood.” She pauses. Then adds, quieter, almost like she’s doing me a favor: “You have one hour to get back to your quarters before the day staff arrives. If anyone sees you leaving the guest wing, there will be questions.” Questions I can’t answer. Questions that could cost me everything. “Thank you, Mrs. Calloway.” She nods once and closes the door. I exhale the breath I’ve been holding. My hands tremble more now. I have to leave. I have to pretend nothing happened. I have to act like the Kieran Ashford who fired four maids for spilling coffee is the same Kieran Ashford who kissed me like I was the only thing keeping him breathing last night. I can’t. Because if I stay, I’ll lose everything. My job. My apartment. My brother’s treatment. But if I go… I don’t know if I’ll ever get him out of my head. I slide out of bed, legs unsteady. The floor is cold against my bare feet. I pull on my uniform dress quickly, fingers fumbling with the buttons. It feels wrong. It feels like armor I don’t deserve to wear anymore. In the mirror above the dresser, I barely recognize myself. Hair a mess. Eyes red-rimmed. Lips swollen. I look like someone who made a choice she can’t undo. I splash cold water on my face in the bathroom, trying to wash away the evidence. Trying to wash away the memory of his hands on my skin, his voice in my ear, the way he said my name like it mattered. It doesn’t matter. It can’t matter. I have to remember why I’m here. Not for him. Not for this. For Daniel. For the hospital. For the tiny apartment we can’t lose. I grab my jacket and slip out of the guest wing at 7:15 a.m., exactly forty-five minutes before the day staff arrives. The corridor is silent. The security cameras watch me, but Mrs. Calloway must have put in a word because no alarms sound. My quarters are in the west wing, in the staff housing above the garage. It’s small. One room with a shared bathroom down the hall. But it’s clean. It’s safe. It’s mine. For now. I close the door behind me and lean against it, sliding to the floor. The reality of it hits me all at once. I slept with my employer. I slept with the man who could ruin me with one phone call. I slept with the man who buried his fiancée in the east wing and hasn’t been the same since. The tears come without warning. Hot and fast and humiliating. I bite down on my fist to keep from making a sound. I can’t cry. I don’t have time to cry. Daniel needs his medication by Thursday. I pull myself together after ten minutes. Ten minutes is all I get. Then I stand up, wipe my face, and make coffee in the tiny kettle I keep under the sink. The coffee is bitter. So is the truth. Kieran Ashford doesn’t do relationships. He doesn’t do attachments. He doesn’t do anything that isn’t calculated and controlled. Last night wasn’t an exception. It was a mistake. A moment of weakness. And now it’s over. He’ll act like nothing happened at breakfast. He’ll give me a task, a schedule, a cold nod. And I’ll act like nothing happened too. Because that’s what professionals do. That’s what people like me do when they can’t afford to feel. I have to believe that. At 8:30 a.m., there’s another knock at my door. I freeze again. No one knocks on staff doors unless it’s Mrs. Calloway or an emergency. I open it. It’s James, one of the groundskeepers. He’s twenty-three and talks too much and has a crush on one of the kitchen staff. He’s also the only person here who treats me like I’m not invisible. “Morning, Rhea,” he says, shifting from foot to foot. “Uh… Mr. Ashford left this for you.” He holds out a small white envelope. No name. No seal. Just my first name written in sharp, black ink. My stomach drops. “Did he say what it is?” I ask. James shakes his head. “Said to give it to you and not to open it in front of anyone. Then he left.” I take the envelope slowly, fingers brushing against his. The paper is thick. Expensive. The kind of stationery that costs more than my weekly groceries. James hesitates. “You okay? You look… pale.” “I’m fine,” I lie. “Thanks, James.” He nods and leaves, casting one last concerned look over his shoulder. I close the door and lean against it again, staring at the envelope in my hands. Kieran Ashford doesn’t leave notes. He doesn’t leave anything unless it’s a termination letter. My hands shake as I slide my finger under the flap and open it. Inside is a single card. No words. Just a black keycard with the Ashford Tech logo embossed in silver. And a handwritten note on the back in his precise, slanted handwriting: _The east wing is unlocked._ I stare at it. The east wing. The part of the manor that’s been sealed since I started working here. The part Mrs. Calloway said no one is allowed to enter. The part everyone whispers about but no one talks about. The part where his fiancée died. Why would he give me this? Why would he unlock the one room he’s kept closed for two years and hand me the key? Unless… unless last night meant something to him too. Unless he’s not acting like nothing happened. Unless he’s waiting for me. My heart pounds so hard I can feel it in my ears. I should throw it away. I should walk straight to Mrs. Calloway and hand it back and quit before I lose everything. But I don’t. I slip the keycard into my pocket and sit down on the edge of my bed. Because if Kieran Ashford is offering me access to the most private, most painful part of himself… Then maybe this isn’t over. Maybe last night wasn’t a mistake. Maybe it was a beginning. And maybe I’m stupid enough to walk through that door and find out.
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