The house feels very big and lonely when Ethan is not here. I look at my nails as if it were the most interesting thing there is right now, it is, there are many people walking from one side to the other, with things for the presentation to the pack. It is tomorrow. And I am very nervous, I have many doubts, is it or is it not the right thing? I throw my head back, doubts begin to invade me. What am I going to do?
Things with the alpha are going well, that does not mean that I have forgotten what happened a few months ago. The memories hit me hard, I want to forgive Ethan but it is not the moment. We lack many things to do, to think about. I really want to feel love for him, but unfortunately I can’t do it, my heart is as cold as ice. I love his jealousy, his obsessive behaviors, that he
