I don’t want him to remind me of that anymore. For the first time in my life I feel something I have never felt with anyone, not even when I killed in cold blood. Damn it! I swear I never thought there would come a day when I would feel all this. Wasn’t I supposed to be doing things right for everyone? I was taking revenge on Jason. That was what I wanted. But now it feels wrong. It is not what I expected to get. It seems things turned against me.
Did things have to be like this? That everything would go wrong for me? I am the alpha. I cannot make mistakes. However, I think there is a first time for everything, and this is mine.
Regret. Guilt. Pain. All of it together inside me. It is a ball of chaos that leaves a burning sensation in my chest. My wolf growls and walks in circles. My eye
