Untangled

THE WORDS I CAN NEVER SAY

Christine POV

Today is our sembreak. The three of us are going to the beach with my parents, including Daryl’s parents. I am so happy we need some time for ourselves after the stress that we got from the school, of course Daniel is with us now my family is complete. We rent a family size van so that we are all in the same vehicle. I am so excited. But I have a little tiny problem Daniel and Daryl are being pain in the ass, they don’t want me to wear a two piece, they said that I should be self-conscious and be mindful to my surroundings, but it is a private beach my father’s friend family own the beach and they let us to have fun. Whenever I ask mom and dad if I am allowed to wear a two piece they will smile at me and say of course, because first I am a single woman, second my mom said that I have a great body and last it is a private beach and I am young. I want to feel the sand. I want to run and roll on the sand, but those two goons are giving me some of their nasty eyes, but I gave them my puppy eyes, at last the two of them just sight.

Daniel POV

Christine wants to wear a two piece but Daryl and I did not allow her, her father’s friend has a son and he is the same age as us, we do not want her to wear a two piece because that guy might be a p*****t. In the end we just sight, but my angel did not buy a two piece instead it is a one piece and she was proud of it, like it is her medal. I just laugh at her because what she said to us when she came home from shopping with Aunty she run towards me and Daryl and said “Since you guys don’t want me to wear a two piece we bought a one piece” she said that to us while laughing, we laugh at her and she gave us a glare

“Why are you laughing, don’t you think that I am beautiful and confident enough to wear this?” She asked us and I said “Angel we know that you are beautiful and confident enough to wear that, but the way you said it it feels like you are presenting us your medal” and the three of us laughed.

Days have passed “Today is the start of sembreak '' she shouted at us while running towards her wardrobe like a lunatic and she was dancing without music, we laughed at her and she threw a pillow at us. Daryl and I know what this means, it simply means that it is “pillow fight!'' We shouted together and got another two pillows and we hit her with it. She was laughing and there were tears that came out from her eyes due to laughter, the three of us started to pant because we really are tired after the pillow fight. The three of us lay down on her bed and I just stared at the ceiling. The room was quiet and when I looked at Christine who is in the middle of me and Daryl she was already sleeping and so is Daryl. I look at her lips she really have a pink and pouty lips I didn’t know what i'm doing but I cannot stop myself and I was surprise to what I did I kiss her, I kissed the girl that I love while she was sleeping and she does not have any idea to what I did. I love you and I want to build a family with you in the future. I want to tell this to her, but these words, I cannot ever say these words to her, it will ruin her, it will ruin our friendship, it will confuse her to what she feels. I do not want her to experience that, all I could do is to love her from afar. We are living at the same house, we are eating on the same table. I can see her every day, every part time job that she has. I was also there. I love watching her laugh, watching her smile and I love how serious she is when it comes to her studies. She is smart but she never belittles those people who are under her, she has a good heart. Every lunch time whenever she was gone, I knew where she was. She was at the library helping some of our classmates who are having a hard time understanding the lesson. I love you. I want to say this word to her but I can’t. I caressed her cheeks and said in a very low voice “I love you” she smiled while she was sleeping. I thought she was having a dream, I hugged her and let the darkness swallow me.