I am a psycho lover

I cant withstand !

Today is a beautiful morning .

 I start my day with a glass of wine . I do all my workouts. My phone rings. It's Alex . " Mam you have a very important meeting today " I get really angry when people assume I don't know things . I could rip the hell out of him if he was someone else . But I never feel like being harsh on Alex , he is different . " Thank you for reminding " I hung the call. I go take a shower.

 It's winter right now . I take out some ice cubes and mix it . I take bath with it . I love it when I freeze in pain , my ego gets satisfied when I handle myself against unusual. I get out and get dressed. Today I wear a white top with purple pencil skirt . I drive my car . I see Alex waiting for me at the company entrance . He is in a black shirt and a black pant . He is wearing a white jacket . He is rubbing his hand to kill the cold . I feel like laughing. I really don't feel cold . I'm in a skirt . I am just about turn my car to the parking , I stop. Alex is talking to a girl , he is laughing . He never laughs to me that way .

 I want his attention, I take my car to the other direction . I hit the wall . My head gets hurt . Alex comes running . He takes me out of the car . " Madam what happened ?" " I hit the car in the wall while you were very busy with someone " i push him and go inside . Alex is running after me . Yes I love this feeling . I got a cut on my forehead and my head is bleeding . My car is destroyed at the front . My leg is hurt . But I don't care , I'm happy . Alex is running after me . " Doctor come fast " I hear him speaking on the phone . The girl he was talking to is behind him . I turn back and stare at her . Alex asks her to go . I smirk. I get inside my cabin . Alex knocks on the door . He comes inside with a doctor . The doctor puts a ointment in my wound . " Are you mad doc ? it's hurting me " I scream . He is now scared to touch me . Alex comes forward . " I'll do it " he says . He does it all gently but I remember him with the girl . I push him . " I can do it " I roll my eyes.  "Alex " He stops . " your sister is alike " I tell not looking at him . He looks confused. " oh ! she isn't my sister . She's my best friend" I don't speak . He goes out . I take out the bandage he tied on my forehead. It is hurting . But I love this pain . I have a really important meeting today . The meeting starts in 5 minutes. I head towards the meeting hall . The CEO of Cullers corporation is seated facing me . He smiles at me . " Let's begin " i speak . The secretary speaks about their stratas and how we would benefit after collaboration with their company . The CEO speaks . He looks spectacular and his jaws are on fleek. His body is looks craving . After the meeting is over . Everyone leaves. He comes in front of me. " I noticed how you checked me out " " you wish " I step on his shoes. He catches my hand from behind . I give him a death glare. He leaves my hand . "Tonight 9 pm at my place . " I say . I leave . I get to my cabin . I see him going , he turns back and winks at me . I look at my phone . Around 8 I get back home . I take a shower and wrap a bathrobe . i hear the bell ring . I see who it is , it's the CEO . It was just 8:45 . I called him for 9 . I don't open the door . He stays out in the freezing cold . It's 9 . I open the door . "what took you so long " he frowns . " My punctuality" I spoke . He understands he was early. He sits on the couch . He was breathing heavy . He couldn't resist cold . He comes ear me and slowly unties my bathrobe . I open his shirt and slowly unbutton his pant . He plays with my breast, slowly he kisses my neck . I have no weak points . I could control till I want to . Now my patience is over . He sucks my breast and lifts me. He moves towards my private part . He moves his tongue really well . He thrusts inside me . I start moaning really loud All the walls of my house refracting my moans . He takes me to the couch . He makes me breathless. Yes this , I love this . We are done now . I wear my bathrobe . He gets dressed. " I'll leave now " he said . " you should " I didn't turn back . He went. I got to my room and took a shower again. It's 11 . Now it's my meditation time . I hardly sleep .

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