I am a psycho lover

I am better

I have a very bad mood today . I finish reviewing some important files . I have a plan of going to the club . I get to a mall and change my dress. I buy a shimmery blue one-piece revealing my full cleavage. I admire myself. I reach the club . I leave the car to the guard to park . I go inside and stay along the bar . I ask for a round of vodka . I ask for two rounds . Simultaneously three , four , five . Now I know I can't take more. I see a guy coming to me. " Wanna dance ? " he asks . " You look better alone " I go from there . I am getting no vision . I am not able to walk properly . Somehow I get to my car . I manage to drive and reach home . I vomit everything I had . I feel fresh now . I feel hungry. I make some noodles . I turn on the Television. There's always a news of me all around but today there's someone else. Maybe since many days it was about her . I had not gone through it for a long time . I pissed off seeing the headlines. She was the daughter of Mr whim. He is one of the richest company in the country. Our companies are in the same level . I see girl , I noticed she was the same girl. She was Alex's bestfriend. Why was she on the bike then . She is filthy rich . Whatever I'm the best . She is just nothing compared to what I am .I sleep till late today . I hear the doorbell. " who is this early " im burning with anger . I get to the door , it's Alex. I'm a mess right now . " Wait Alex" I scream . He doesn't reply back . I wash my face and change my clothes . " Madam aren't you ready yet " he turns his eyes over me . " For ?" I raise my eyebrows. " you're not coming to office ?" " I am " " it's my company I can come whenever I like . " I stare at him . "Sorry madam " he turns to go . " Alex wait " I stop him . " Your bestfriend, she is the daughter of Mr whim?" I already know the answer . " Yes madam " he becomes shy . What the hell. For what is he being so much shy . " Madam she's my girlfriend" he turns his head down . " You can leave" I shut the door. I throw my phone . I scatter everything around me . I make my whole house a mess. " How can this be possible . He never got attracted to my beauty , never . That b***h is his girlfriend. I'll kill her " I can't control myself . I go to take a shower . Today I mix lots of ice. The water is cold , yes I love it . My body starts freezing but my heart is happy . I get out of shower . I get dressed. My mind is full of Alex. Then I remember how the girl was in his bike . I burn more . I hit my head on the wall . My forhead starts bleeding . " Alex I'm not well " I call him. After sometime , I hear him come upstairs. " What happened madam " he looked worried. " How did this happen" he asks me . " I tripped " I look down . He puts a bandage . My head starts bleeding more . " I'll call the doctor . " he says . I catch his hand. " no need Alex " He looks uncomfortable. He was so comfortable with the girl on his bike . He laughs with her . He is her boyfriend and with me he seems he's afraid I eat him . I think of something . I open the buttons of my top . My cleavage starts appearing . Slowly I open all the buttons . he's there on the perfect angle . He can see everything from there . He looks at me . " What ?" I roll my eyes. I can see him looking at my breasts . I smirk. He turns his head the other side . " It's hot " I open my top . He looks at me dumbfounded. I'm in my bra . Alex comes near me . He comes closer . I wanted this to happen . He kisses me and slowly opens my bra. He runs his hands through my breast and presses them. Suddenly he opens his eyes and pushes me . " Sorry madam . " he turns blue. I laugh at him . " it was good Alex ." He looks embarrassed.