Anisa's As if things weren't bad between us I had to confess my feelings for him making things even more awkward. We try to avoid each other as much as possible especially him, Yesterday when our eyes met he was quick to break the gaze between us. I might have been too immature to think he'll be OK with it, God anisa snap out of it would you! I kept letting my thoughts get the best of me that I didn't notice Abdul sitting next to me, I got up immediately to leave but he held me in place. “you know we need to talk about this sooner or later right?” I shrug looking away “you can't runaway from this forever” “I wish I could, I’m not ready to talk about this yet, when I am I'll come to you.” He slowly let loose of his grip on me. “as you wish.” I may be too hard on him back there but I

