Blue Moon Luna

Chapter 7

Friday 6th June

COLE POV

I’d f**k*d up. I’d let my wolf get the better of me, and I’d let my curiosity get the better of me. I should have left her at school and driven away.

But she was here now. I had to own my mistake. I couldn’t let my walls down again. I couldn’t let myself be hypnotised by this woman. We had a plan, and it was up to me to make sure this plan went ahead, whether I liked it or not.

I decided to take her to the Alpha floor, to my room, and wait for my twin to return from perimeter checks. No one but my immediate family, Alphas and Betas, were allowed on the top floor without a specific invitation, so I knew she would be safe, and despite my intentions and the plan, I did want her safe.

We walked down the hallway towards my room. I could see her eyes light up towards the artwork lining the hall walls. I smirked to myself, she was pretty cute. I never really noticed the art, it wasn’t something that interested me, but she seemed awe-struck, so I let her take her time until I reached the door and beckoned her over.

I should have just pushed her through the door, shut them behind me and walked away. I don’t know why I didn’t. She has this magnetism about her, I was struggling more than I thought I would with the mate bond. Mistake number one today was letting her in the car. Mistake number two was entering this room with her. I am an i***t.

I didn’t want her to like me, it would be easier if she hated me, but I also didn’t want to appear rude. She removed her shoes like she was entering a sacred chapel, and I laughed inwardly at her quirks. I perched on the end of the bed, and I was milliseconds away from giving her a big speech about how my brother would be home soon, and she must wait here, and let her down as gently as possible.

I opened my mouth to speak, and then I looked up. She was standing there, innocent, curious, beautiful, drinking in her surroundings like she had never seen a room like it. My stomach leapt, my wolf howled, he was furious with me, he was not happy with my bullsh*t.

My wolf forced me to call her over. She hesitated. He flipped. I couldn’t ignore his pleas any longer. Mistake number 3.

I threw her on the bed and she scrambled away from me.

Now she was scared, I could sense it, and honestly, I was aroused.

I pulled her closer to me and spread her legs. I just needed to smell her arousal. My wolf needed to know that she wanted us. My ego needed to know she wanted us, even though I knew I couldn’t have her and it didn’t matter if she wanted me or not. I inhaled deeply. My eyes turned black, and the next thing I remember Is her pulling on my hair and undoing my belt. This was a bad idea. I should stop. Her eyes were wide and doe like, looking up at me as I towered over her tiny frame. She was begging me to take her. The mate bond was stronger than I could ever have imagined, nothing had prepared me for this.

I threw my underwear to the side. ‘TAKE HER’ my wolf ordered. I pushed against her opening, feeling her wetness against my tip, her body telling me she is ready for me to take her. I push gently, before a gust of realisation and self-control washes over me.

I can not mate her. If the mate bond is this strong now, then after mating it will be unbreakable. Then I could not go ahead with my plan and it could ruin everything. I could not let myself go the whole way.

I pull back and gently rub my shaft between her folds. Her wetness lubricating my full shaft as I rub and thrust up and down against her c**t. She was moaning loudly now. This was the only noise I’d heard from her other than when she had told me her name. Her moans were like music to my ears, I couldn’t get enough.

‘Blue’ I mumbled subconsciously. Then she was in my head.

‘Alpha’ she moaned.

Just hearing that one world almost made me shoot my load.

‘Cole’, I said. ‘My name is Cole’. She groaned, I could tell she was close to climax.

I put an arm behind her neck and pulled her close, fighting every urge not to sink my teeth into her soft neck to mark her, and make her mine. That was tough.

Her scent was phenomenal. I could feel her little body start to tense underneath me. Her moans were echoing in my ears. She wanted nothing more than a release, and I was going to give it to her.

“I want you to come for me, right now” I growled. I grabbed a hand full of hair behind her neck and pulled her head back slightly so I could see the expression on her face, as the wave of pleasure I had gifted her, washed over her.

“COLE” she screamed as her orgasm hit with full force.

Just hearing this small innocent she wolf scream my name, sent me into a frenzy. My c**k began to throb, I could feel my release building. She lay her head down as I concentrated on stimulating her c**t at twice the speed. Her sweet blue eyes had rolled back in her head, she was in complete ecstasy. This made my inner wolf howl.

“You ready to come for me again little wolf?” I growled. More of an order than a question. Not that she had a choice, her body was trembling with sensitivity, she was on the brink of exploding, and so was I.

I grasped her throat, I was so close. “Come for me now, Blue” I ordered.

She looked me in the eyes pleadingly, and bit her lip. Wetness poured onto the sheets as she moaned my name under her exasperated breath “Cole”, she whispered weakly.

I shot my load all over her inner thigh, moaning with pleasure at the sound of my name falling from her lips.

I had wanted more than anything to have pumped that load inside of her, but that wasn’t an option. This shouldn’t have been an option.

My wolf wanted to assert his dominance. This was his mate, no one else’s. I had deprived him of a mating, so I had to placate him now. I took some of my c*m from her thigh and she sucked it off my fingers obediently.

She was looking up at me with her big doe eyes, seeking some sort of approval that she had pleased me enough.

My heart broke. Nothing she could do would disappoint me, she was literally the sweetest and most innocent thing I had ever come across.

And that’s when it hit me.

What the fu*k have I just done? I have probably just given this girl her first ever s*x*al experience, and now I need to discard her, like trash, like she means nothing to me.

As if this wasn’t going to be painful enough, I have just made it 10 times worse by allowing myself to give in to my desires.

She’s going to think it’s because she didn’t please me, when, in reality, it was nothing of the sort. She was amazing. But I can’t explain that to her. God I’m an ass**le.

I’ve caused enough damage today with my colossal fu*k ups. I should just rip off the band aid and try not to cause more damage to an already fuc*ed up situation.

I get dressed in silence. As per usual, Blue is also silent. ‘Cole’ I think. One of only 2 words I have heard her speak, and one of them is my name.

A bit of my soul dies again.

I don’t want to do this, but I have no choice. It’s for her own good.

“Blue, later on, once my brother is home, we are going to reject you as our mate. You are not fit to be a luna and my family will never accept someone like you. You will rest here until that time.”

And just like that, I left the room and locked the door.