Episode 2: And I Said Yes

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I don't know how long I lay on my bed after I got home. Long enough that the light outside my window had gone from gold to gray. Long enough that I heard Jane's bicycle chain rattle into the hallway before I heard her voice. "Oh my God, Pearl." She burst through the door still wearing her bag. "I was ten minutes from calling the police and reporting you kidn*pped. I got the plate number of that car. I filmed you getting into it. I had the whole thing planned — if you weren't home by seven, I would be walking into a police station with evidence." Something in my chest loosened, just slightly, hearing that. At least someone in the world was keeping track of me. She dropped her bag and bounced onto the bed beside me. "So? What happened? What did he say?" I didn't answer. I hadn't opened the folder yet myself — I'd been too afraid of what I'd find in it, like not reading it might let me pretend, a little longer, that I still had a normal life to go back to. Jane had no such hesitation. She snatched it off the nightstand and flipped it open before I could stop her. "Marriage contract?" Her voice climbed an octave. "Pearl. Pearl, is this — did that old man want you to marry *him*?" "Grandson," I said, finally sitting up. "His name is Nathaniel." "His grandson." She was already scanning the pages, her eyes darting faster than she could possibly be reading. "There's a whole list here. Rules. Dos and don'ts. It says — Pearl, it says you're not allowed to fall in love with him. That's an actual clause." "I saw that part." "And this part says the marriage ends if you break it. Immediately. No settlement, no nothing." She looked up at me, and for the first time all evening, the sarcasm dropped out of her voice entirely. "This is insane. You know that, right? People don't just do this." "People don't have six thousand dollars either, and my dad does," I said. "Not everyone gets to choose between the insane and the impossible. Some of us just get to pick which one keeps our fathers alive longer." She didn't have an answer for that. Neither of us said anything for a while. She just sat there flipping through pages that outlined the terms of a life I hadn't agreed to yet, and I stared at the ceiling and thought about my father's face through that little window in his hospital door, and how much thinner it had looked than it had a year ago. "What if he's cruel?" Jane asked eventually. "The grandson. What if he's some entitled brat who treats you like a maid?" "Then I'll be a psychology student who's been treating patients like him in theory for four years and finally gets to test it in the field," I said, and the joke came out flatter than I meant it to. "Pearl." "I don't have another option, Jane. I've done the math a hundred times tonight. There's no version where I say no and my dad still gets that surgery." I took the folder back from her gently. "I just need to actually read this before ten." She stayed while I read it. Rule after rule, printed in language too polished to have been written by the man himself, a lawyer's hand at Douglas Knight's demands. No public displays of affection were required, but no public arguments allowed either. Full residence at the family estate. Discretion with staff and press. A weekly stipend that made my eyes sting a little, not because it was generous, but because I'd spent the last three years earning less in a month than this contract offered per week. And then, near the last page, the clause that made my stomach drop for a different reason than the rest: The bride is expected to encourage and support Nathaniel Knight's physical and emotional recovery by any reasonable means, including attendance at therapy sessions, in her capacity as a student of psychology. "They know I'm studying psychology," I said quietly. Jane went still. "That's not a coincidence, is it." "No." I closed the folder. "I don't think anything about this was a coincidence." I thought about that as the apartment went dark and Amara eventually fell asleep on top of her own blanket, still in her day clothes. I thought about it while I sat by the window with my phone in my hand and the folder in my lap, watching the numbers on the clock climb toward morning. Six thousand dollars. A ring I hadn't agreed to yet. A stranger's damaged grandson I'd never met, waiting somewhere in a house I couldn't picture, for a wife he probably didn't want either. At some point past three in the morning, I stopped weighing the decision and started simply sitting with it, the way you sit with a diagnosis after you've already decided how you're going to live with it. At four, I got up, walked down to the hospital, and stood outside my father's door. He was asleep, an oxygen line taped beneath his nose, his chest rising and falling in the shallow, careful rhythm of someone whose body had stopped taking anything for granted. I didn't wake him. I just watched him breathe for a long time, the way I used to watch him when I was small enough to still believe nothing bad could happen to either of us as long as I kept watching closely enough. Then I called the number on the card. It rang once. "Pearl." Douglas Knight's voice, unhurried, as though he'd been waiting by the phone since I hung up on him in the car. "I take it you've made a decision." "I'll do it." My voice didn't shake, which surprised me. "I'll marry your grandson." There was a pause on the line, not long, but long enough that I wondered if I'd misjudged him entirely, if he'd expected me to say no and hadn't planned for what came after, yes. "Thank you," he said finally, and something in his voice had changed, gone quiet and strange, almost reverent. "You have no idea what you've just done." "I know exactly what I've done," I said. "I've sold the next chapter of my life for my father's." "Perhaps," he said. "Or perhaps you've just agreed to save two lives instead of one, and only one of them happens to be your father's." I didn't understand what he meant by that. Not then. "A car will collect you and your belongings tomorrow evening," he continued, briskly again, the strange softness gone as quickly as it had come. "Bring only what matters to you. Everything else, you won't need where you're going." The line went dead before I could ask what that meant. I stood in the hospital corridor as the sky outside the window began, very faintly, to lighten toward morning, holding a phone that had just rearranged my entire future, and thought about the folder on my bed with its list of rules I'd already agreed to keep. I had no idea, yet, what waited for me behind the front doors of the Knight estate. I had no idea that the man I was about to marry hadn't left his room in four months, or that the first words he'd ever say to me would be a demand that I leave his sight. I only knew that my father would live to see another surgery, and that tomorrow evening, I would stop being Pearl Martins, an exhausted university student, and start being someone else entirely. Mrs. Knight. Whoever that turned out to be.
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