CHAPTER TWENTY ONE Chapter Twenty one: But what was I supposed to say to Ethan? I nervously clutched my binder and laptop to my chest as I eyed the closed door in front of me. Anyone passing by me could sense that I was nervous and honestly I think I had a right to be. I had always been friends with the same people all my life so I didn't really know how the beginning stages of friendship worked. I didn't know what was too early or too clingy and I was suffering because of it. If I had known how this kind of stuff worked, I wouldn't have been standing in the hallway, looking like an i***t, wondering if I should knock on the door or not. I mean as I thought about it, it had been two weeks since Ethan picked me up from the library for the first time and in the two weeks he has picked me

