How the hell was I going to make it through this week? Carla had said it herself, neither one of us wanted anything serious, and that worked for me. Usually. But this time I wasn’t sure I could keep this casual.
I’d have to make sure I never showed just how much she meant to me. I’d keep it about s*x. I’d harden my heart. And then, somehow, I’d walk away from her at the end of our time on the show.
I had to.
Eighteen
Carla
Our quick round of shower s*x was totally worth being a few minutes late for, even with Chuck Bannon giving us an annoyed huff. I didn’t mind. We were still the first team to leave that morning and my spirits were higher than ever. I had everything I wanted within my reach. Ryan. The grand prize. A new life.
I took the first shift driving and we quickly worked out
