But the thought also saddened me. Thinking about how our baby was gone hurt me and I was glad Athena didn't notice. She looked so happy with Wren like she was her baby. It made me happy. It made my heart do this weird thing when I saw her eyes shinning as she looked at Wren. Athena was so out of this world. Whenever I looked at her it all felt so surreal. This woman, this majestic, kind, smart, beautiful woman would be in my arms every night. And God did I love the idea of that. Having her felt like a dream I never wanted to wake up from. I could go on and on about how much Athena make me happy. About how she's my reason to smile. She's the reason I get up every morning and come home. She's the reason my mood brightens. About how whenever I see her any bad thought or insecurity

