~Azura~ It was the day of the festival, I'm not nervous...I just feel like s**t, but I won't let my fans down. Oliver brought me in his car with Doctor Knightengale following in hers she's bringing my meds and other stuff as part of my treatment...it was the only way Jennifer would let me perform today, the deal was I was allowed to perform at the festival as long as Doctor Knightengale came as well. Oliver parks his car, me and Oliver take our belts off and after 2 weeks everything is irritating me, the NG-tube, the strict schedule with treatment and the feeling like crap, but also the canula is irritating I think I'm just getting in a twist because I know I have to perform and put on my disguise when I feel like rubbish "I gotta take all these off, Imma rip 'em out" before I could do

