Chapter #44 - Helping My Self
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Ethan ran outside to look for him near by locations but he didn't found him anywhere but he kept looking for him everywhere until he finds him but then he walked back to hideout giving up on him.
Everyone tries to find him in and outside the house , but didn’t find him suddenly Sajid walked towards the hideout with Josh and Mason , they sat down on the couch and Mason says ,
“ I have a bad news guys .... “
Josh replied ,
“ It’s not a bad news for me .... “
Mason gave him a hard look , then proceed talking ,
“ Dave has left us , he is gone .... “
Everyone sat down in sadness, Lucifer asks ,
“ How is this happened ? “
Connor replied ,
“ He saw Josh sleeping with Tania and starts beating him in rage and we took him home but he wasn’t feeling okay and was blaming himself , I told him get some sleep and we accidentally went to sleep ..... “
Ethan said ,
“ f**k my life ! What we gonna do ? “
Mason replied ,
“ We will appoint a new boss and leader .... “
Cormack said ,
“ You are his trusted one Mason , I think you should be the one .... “
Connor said ,
“ No ! We have to bring back Dave or else we are not hoping to succeed in this plan .... “
Josh replied ,
“ No one will bring him back because it was his decision to leave so the rule is simple , when we created our group if anyone leaves the group he won’t be back not until he’s being sorry about its decisions .... “
Connor said ,
“ Who the f**k you are to decide , what is best and what is not ? “
Josh replied ,
“ Because I’m your leader .... “
Everyone shocked and Connor said ,
“ What who decided this ? “
Mason replied ,
“ I decided this so no more questions , Josh will lead us in this plan .... “
Connor in anger throws the glass in front of him and walked outside , Mason said ,
“ We all need money and most importantly, we need our revenge .... So we have to get it no matter what happen we will proceed with or without Dave .... “
All agreed with Mason and Ethan asked ,
“ Any idea where Dave could be ? “
Mason replied ,
“ I have no idea but I’m sure he will be fine .... “
Ethan walked outside also to find and talk to Connor , Connor was sitting at the old factory place , Ethan sat down beside him and said ,
“ We can’t do anything Connor , you must agree with it .... “
Connor replied ,
“ He once said don’t trust anyone but your self , I think I know the reason now .... “
Ethan said ,
“ Don’t be like this , he will be back in no time don’t worry , as a substitute we have to stop Josh from getting the charge because he can ruin our plan .... “
Connor replied ,
“ Yeah ! You are right .... But Mason will support him at any decision we have to prepare .... “
Meanwhile Josh , Mason and Sajid we’re discussing the plan , Josh said ,
“ Plan is perfect but we need a little more time because that’s too much you requiring ... “
Sajid replied ,
“ That’s why we are recruiting more and more people for this plan , don’t worry we will gonna make this plan successful ..... “
Josh said ,
“ How we will recruit the members , what if one of them betrayed us ? “
Sajid replied ,
“ Don’t worry ! I got a plan for that as well but first we have to get money .... “
Josh ask ,
“ Are you thinking about the same as I am ? “
Sajid replied ,
“ Yeah I am .... we are going to rob a bank so we can get the money we needed .... “
Josh says ,
“ I got the perfect plan ready for it .... “
Mason replied ,
“ So What are we waiting for ? “
Sajid replied as well ,
“ So let’s go ... “
They get back to plan there steps , meanwhile Dave arrived at his house he entered inside the house , Juli ran towards him , she hugged him and kisses , Jane asks ,
“ You were supposed to take 4 months more . Why are you here so soon ? Is it everything okay ? “
Dave replied ,
“ Huh ! Yeah everything is fine , you know I missed you a lot so I couldn’t stay away from you anymore so that’s why I am here ... “
Dave grabbed her and take him to the bedroom , they both s*x till night , but Dave was having s*x in anger and he was hurting Jane , While having s*x Juli ask ,
“ DAVE ! Are you okay ? “
Dave led his head on to her chest and said ,
“ I don’t think so babe ! “
Jane hold his head towards him and asks ,
“ What is it that been bothering you ? “
Dave replied ,
“ I think I’m not the person I wanted my self to be instead I make things worse for everyone .... “
Juli asks ,
“ And why would you think of this ? “
Dave replied ,
“ My friends thought that I’m the selfish person , they don’t wanna be with me , I couldn’t proof my worth in front of them ..... “
Juli said ,
“ You are the best person I have ever met Dave , we couldn’t have baby but you didn’t leave me that’s the level of your honesty and commitment , let them think whatever they want , you proof them wrong with your actions , leadership isn’t about the anything related trust or strength , some born with the nature leadership skills and I know you have those ..... “
Dave didn’t replied and Juli hugged slept with him in the bed, but Dave didn’t sleep so he wakes up in night and went outside the house , sitting in the yard of his house , thinking about himself he tries to fresh his memories but suddenly gets frustrated and sat down on the grass , he starts sobbing by remembering his mom and dad , he says ,
“ Mom , dad if you were both alive , this won’t be happening to us , if you both haven’t tried to stop them you both should’ve been alive but no you left me in this cruel world where everyone is mean to each other no one understands the pain of anyone .... “
He led down on the grass and suddenly saw her mom above his face and quickly gets up , he shockley ask ,
“ Are you really here mom ? “
His mom Erin replied ,
“ I never left .... “
She sat down and says ,
“ I was always with you my child , when you were born , your father told me , your son will become a known man in world , he will make us proud , that time I didn’t understood him but now I know why he said that you are a brave man my son , you know what you have to do , you just need to free your mind from over thinking if you don’t overthink , you won’t worry about anything , you must stop your overthinking .... “
Dave heard it , he closed his eyes and tries to stop his overthinking but heard the noises of Mason and others screams , when he opens his eyes , he saw everyone where tied from the chairs and a man in black suit shot them dead except Cormack , frighteningly Dave woke up from the dream and went inside his house to have a snap , he wake up in morning after the breakfast , he go out to a coffee place where he called his friend to help him in some money but he refused him .
After a week ,
Dave and his wife were sitting outside the court with a letter in there hand which was sentenced by the court that they will demolish that garage and seize that property , Dave was looking sad , Jane holds his hand and take him to the house , In evening Dave routine , he finished watering the plants and sat down on the grass , he closes his eyes and tries to clear his thoughts regarding everything , but he didn’t succeed , Juli came behind him and says ,
“ Still trying ? “
Dave replied ,
“ I kept trying but couldn’t helped my self .... “
Juli said ,
“ May be doctor can help you .... “
Dave replied ,
“ You know that as well I can’t afford doctors so let me try ... “
Juli said ,
“ I’m trying to help you Dave , don’t be so rude towards me .... “
Dave replied ,
“ Did I said something bad ? If I did then sorry now leave .... “
Juli get sad and says ,
“ Here’s that anger of frustration which is causing your mind .... deal with it Dave ! Because you are the only one can do this .... “
She leaves him alone , Dave sat there for whole evening but couldn’t succeed then he got up and went out to a kids playground park , he saw some children’s with friend and he got sad by remembering his friends , suddenly his cell phone rings when he picked up it was Juli crying in pain , Dave ask ,
“ Juli ? Are you okay ? What happened ? “
Juli replied in screams ,
“ Dave ! I don’t know what is happening with me , Come back home please .... “
Dave hang up the call and ran toward the house , when he reached the house , Jane was on the floor in pain, he quickly picked her up and took her to the hospital , after checking in the hospital , they admitted her for 1 day for tests regarding the pain issue , Dave slept in hospital with Juli , in morning Dave went to get the reports and to talk with the doctor , he received the test results and walked towards the doctor’s office , he asked doctor ,
“ Doctor ! Here’s the reports , is everything fine ? “
Doctor had a good look at the reports then replied ,
“ I have bad news Mr Marston , your wife had lever cancer , we have to operate her soon or else she will die .... “
Dave got stressed and asks ,
“ Doctor ? How much time required ? “
Doctor replied ,
“ Minimum a week because her health will start getting worse .... “
Dave gets up and said thanks to doctor , he cleared his bill on the counter and took Juli to the house , Dave didn’t told her anything about the results .
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