BEHIND THE MASK (Erotic)

HER TONGUE, HIS SUSPICION

After it was over, I lay there stunned, the taste of guilt ,I could taste her on my tongue, even as she moaned and my juice still on my body I knew I had cross another boundary of mine I looked at her face ,what would she say.I wondered if the masked man had watch this did it make him hard .

What the f**k did I just do? Reality hit me hard as text came in from the church women group.

I stared at the ceiling, panting, exhausted . My body relaxed in some kind of way , but my heart is twisted. I had just let a woman lick my p***y and not just any woman Jessica and I had moaned, begged, had multiple orgasm. I wanted to say it didn’t mean anything, that it was just a task. That it was for him. But I couldn’t deny how my body had opened up, how Jessica’s tongue made me lose control.

I got up without a word. My knees are still shaky, my lips swollen. I didn’t even look at her anymore .

“Mariam…” Jessica whispered, still breathless on the bed. Her voice was soft, needy. “I have never wanted anyone like this before.” Like the voice the first time I caught her f*****g herself the first time I decided to give in to my desires .

I didn’t answer her. I just grabbed my clothes and walked to the bathroom. I didn’t want her to see my face. I didn’t want to see hers.

As soon as the door shut behind me, my hands gripped the counter and my heart beat violently against my ribs.

I looked at myself in the mirror,my n*****s red from her sucking and my p***y still wet with my act of shame .yes I was judging myself I was conflicted I had various mixed emotions.

I entered the shower and let it run down my hair I wanted to wash the s*x I just had away I scrubbed my body till I started shivering I walked half dazed.

By the time I got out she had left. I blowed Dry my hair and also wanted to fix things to get the smell of s*x from the room before James got back.

My phone buzzed with her message.

“ I loved today. Please don’t pretend it wasn’t special.”

I read it, then archived it without replying. I couldn’t let her get attached. I couldn’t afford to care.

I was a married woman and beside it was a taboo .I couldn’t let myself fall

This wasn’t love. It was blackmail. It was sin.

I kept on telling myself I did it because of the masked man. He had something on me.I was lying to myself because the truth would hurt me .

Still, I could feel her lips as she licked between my thighs and sucked on my c******s as I pushed her head down wanting more , and I hated how wet I was again.

I had barely got time to fix everywhere, I heard James on the phone. His voice was sharp, and I could sense anger .I tipped toe I wanted to listen in

“He doesn’t remember a thing? What do you mean he forgot everything? You told me he was tailing her!”

I froze. My breath caught in my throat.

“I don’t care if the doctor said it’s some kind of trauma or shock,” James hissed. “He was fine just hours before. You’re telling me all the footage is gone too? No trace?”

There was a long silence.

“I need answers. I need to know what the f**k my wife has been upto”

He hung up.

I stood quietly in the hallway, my legs trembling. He hadn’t seen me. I backed away slowly, slipped into the guest bathroom, and closed the door. . My heart pounded so hard .why was he so worked up what gave me out like that . What if he had find out today would I still be married would he have returned me to my mum would everybody in our circle know what I did.

The masked man had erased everything,just like he said he would. I thought he was reliable to an extent

But James was suspicious now. I could see it in the way he looked at me during dinner. He barely touched his food. I tried to smile, act normal. I talked about the spa I didn’t go to. I made up a story about running into a friend. I forced laughter.

He didn’t laugh back.

That night, I did the only thing I could.

I told James lets watch a movie since our staycation was canceled .half way through the movie I opened my dress I saw James looking at me from the side of his eyes ,I didn’t know if it was working but I needed James to clear his mind and forget about the call he made this evening I took his hand and place on my boobs as he squeezed my n*****s so hard ,my hand went down rubbing his d**k he was already hard and I was glad I knelt down as I took his d**k in my mouth.

I sucked his d**k like my life depended on it.

He groaned, pulling my hair, gripping the sheets, his paranoia melting under my tongue. I took him deep, let him f**k my throat until he cummed in it. Then I mounted him, rode him hard, clawing at his chest, moaning his name ,pretending I needed him pretending this was all real.I f****d him he was lost in pleasure he couldn’t hold eye contact he held my waist and f****d me from under meeting my thrust.

But I wasn’t thinking of James.

I was thinking of her tongue.

Of how I’d moaned into Jessica’s mouth. Of how the masked man would be watching this now, probably stroking himself, satisfied that I obeyed. It turned me on I was soaking wet as james groaned, releasing his loads inside my p***y .

Jessica texted again the next day.

“ We need to see each other. Please. I can’t stop thinking about you.”

I ignored her. Again.

She sent a voice note ,her voice breathy, almost desperate.did she touch herself thinking of yesterday’s

“Mariam… I know you said it was nothing, but it wasn’t nothing to me. I miss your body. I want to kiss you again. Please, don’t push me away.”

She sent a video of her shaved p***y open and dripping as she run her fingers on her lips ,she was hot she sucked on her two fingers then dipped it in her p***y as she moaned my name she brought out a rabbit shaped toy and put it in her p***y I watched her I saw her juice I could take my eyes of my phone I wanted to see everything,she was doing this to tease me she wanted more I watched closely as she moaned as she had an orgasm and used her hand to rub her p***y bring her juice to her mouth .

My mouth watered at the sight ,I took a deep breath as I finally removed the video,deleted every trace of it from my phone ,

I closed the message and put my phone face down. My skin tingled. My p***y ached, already soaked with guilt and confusion.I wanted to have a taste again

James came out of the shower, towel wrapped low around his hips.

“You okay?” he asked.

I quickly hid my emotions ,looked in James eye and

I nodded too quickly. “Yeah. Just tired.”

He studied me. His eyes no longer warm.

“You’ve been different lately,” he said. “Is there something I should know?” James was getting me worked up with all these questions.

I shook my head. Smiled. Lied. “Of course not.”

He nodded, but I could tell he didn’t believe me. He pulled me into bed, holding me too tight, kissing me too long.

He f****d me like a man trying to remind me who I belonged to.

And all the while, I felt myself drifting further away.

The mask man had gotten under my skin.

Jessica was slipping into my dreams.

As we ate each other p***y in my dream I knew I needed to do it one more time should I wait for the mask man to tell me to f**k her again .

Lying down I reminisce about the old me two years ago I could even say I knew how to suck a d**k but now I crave the touch of another man and a woman that’s supposed to be my friend.

While my husband James is starting to throw hypocrisy away in I wondered why he let me suck his d**k and swallow his c*m he wouldn’t let me do that,everything was still all about his pleasure to him .but atleast it felt more alive now

James was holding on to a woman who was already gone…