She walked out on me calmly with a smile , I looked at her until her back disappeared from my sight .I wouldn’t say I was not sad but at least I was not leading her on anymore.
I got up and went home , my house was empty as usual it was just a building to me with no warmth . Not like Jessica lived here but Jessica’s absence felt like a shadow that clung to me no matter where I went. It wasn’t just the lack of her voice or her sly little smirk or the occasional text I get from her , it was the mark she left in my body.
Every time I sat still for too long, my mind replayed the night in the hotel, the taste of her tongue, the way she touched me like she owned me.so we won’t be having another chance of doing those things again. I told my self it was just s*x with a woman because I was just
