[ANASTASIA]
I feel my lips with the tips of my fingers and tell myself it was all a dream.
It has to be. There’s no way I would do something so stupid and embarrassing. I would rather try and try dying kicking myself in the butt than do something as imprudent as kissing the man I claim to hate with everything I have.
But no matter how much I try to convince myself it was nothing but a horny fantasy, deep down in my gut I know the truth. I know I did something as stupid as drinking more than I can handle and kissed my ass of a husband like there was no tomorrow.
Shit. Why would I do that to myself? What was I thinking?
There’s no way Ivan would just let this slide. My biggest fear is that he’d see it as some kind of green light and take advantage of it every chance he gets. If there’s
