Morning came slowly.
Clara didn't want to move.
Curled into Elijah, his arm heavy around her waist, his breath steady against her hair, the blanket warm and the world quiet, this part made sense in a way nothing else did.
No timelines.
No questions.
No brothers showing up with impossible stories.
Just him.
Her body melted into his without thinking, a soft, content warmth settling low in her chest.
Maybe she didn't need to understand everything.
Maybe this,
This was enough.
The door slammed open.
Clara jumped.
Elijah was already moving, sitting up fast, his arm tightening around her as he turned toward the doorway.
Noah stood there.
Her stomach dropped.
Not panic.
Something worse.
Dust-covered. Breathing hard. Like he hadn't stopped moving since he left.
His eyes found Clara instantly.
Locked.
"I told you I'd be back."
Elijah's voice went low. "You shouldn't have."
Clara pushed herself up behind him, clutching the blanket tighter, suddenly very aware of how little stood between her and Noah's gaze.
"What now?" she muttered.
Noah stepped forward slowly this time.
No grabbing.
No claiming.
Just deliberate.
In his hands was a worn leather-bound book.
Clara frowned.
"Elijah," she whispered, "why does he have a ledger?"
"That ain't for you," Elijah said flatly. "He's always been proud of those numbers."
Clara blinked.
Then looked at Noah.
Really looked.
"You brought me a book?" she asked.
Noah nodded once.
"You taught me how to keep it."
Silence.
Clara froze.
"I taught you...?"
The words didn't fit.
Didn't land anywhere, her brain knew how to put them.
Noah stepped closer, holding it out but not forcing it into her hands.
"You said numbers don't lie," he went on. "Said if you track 'em right, they'll tell you where you're goin' wrong before you feel it."
Clara's breath caught.
Because that,
That was exactly what she told new interns every year.
Elijah shifted beside her. "He's been keepin' cattle tallies. Thinks it makes him important."
Noah ignored him.
"You showed me how to break it down," he continued, quieter now. "Costs. Loss. Growth. What to keep. What to sell."
Clara couldn't stop staring at the book.
"You... used this?" she asked.
"Every day."
Noah didn't waver.
"It's why the herd doubled. Why we ain't losin' stock like the others."
Her fingers twitched.
She shouldn't want to see it.
She did anyway.
"Let me see it."
Elijah went still. "Clara, "
"I just want to look."
She was already reaching.
He exhaled, then stood, pulling the blanket tighter around her before stepping away to dress, throwing Noah a look that was part warning, part challenge.
Noah didn't take it.
Didn't even glance at him.
He stepped forward instead and placed the ledger carefully into Clara's hands.
Like it mattered.
Like she mattered.
Clara opened it.
And everything else...
fell away.
Columns.
Clean.
Structured.
Balanced.
Her chest tightened.
Because this wasn't close.
This wasn't similar.
This was hers.
Her system.
The one that had made her the youngest junior lead accountant in the firm.
Her breath slowed.
She flipped a page.
Then another.
Her fingers traced the lines instinctively, catching patterns without trying.
"He separated feed cost by season," she murmured. "Adjusted loss ratios by weather..."
Her head snapped up.
"You did this?"
Noah nodded.
"You said weather don't care about averages."
That wasn't a guess.
That was something you learned.
From her.
Clara's stomach dropped.
Because she had said that.
Not here.
Not ever.
...but she had.
Elijah crossed his arms. "It's numbers, Clara. It don't mean anything."
Clara turned toward him slowly.
Eyes wide.
"It means everything."
He frowned. "Maybe it'll still mean somethin' once you're dressed."
Clara blinked.
Then looked down at herself.
"...Right."
She handed the ledger back to Noah, reluctantly.
For a moment, he didn't move.
Then, with a small, knowing smirk, he turned and stepped into the main room.
Elijah stepped back in, helping her into her dress, his hands quick and practiced.
"It's just numbers," he muttered. "Why does it matter so much to you?"
She caught his hands, stopping him, pulling them around her instead.
"Because," she said, smiling up at him, "I'm an accountant."
He frowned slightly. "You mean... a bookkeeper?"
She laughed softly. "Close enough."
Then she kissed him quick,
, and slipped away.
Already thinking in numbers.
The ledger lay open on the table.
Clara flipped pages faster now.
"This isn't guesswork," she breathed. "This is forecasting."
Her eyes scanned, tracking patterns.
"You tracked growth curves... adjusted sell timing based on trend shifts..."
She looked up at Noah.
Something new in her expression.
Not confusion.
Not denial.
Recognition.
Not memory.
But close enough to feel dangerous.
"How do you know this?" she whispered.
Noah didn't hesitate.
"Because you taught me."
Then softer,
"You just don't remember."
The room went quiet.
Clara looked back down at the book.
At the numbers.
At the proof.
Her proof.
And for the first time...
Her logic didn't have an answer.
And that had never happened before.
She didn't move from the table.
Not when Noah pulled the chair out beside her.
Not when Elijah started pacing like a man trying not to break something.
The ledger held her there.
"This line," she said, tapping lightly. "Feed cost drops here, but herd growth doesn't slow."
Noah leaned in beside her.
Too close.
"Winter was mild," he said. "Didn't need as much stored grain."
"Of course," she murmured. "So you adjusted without cutting headcount..."
Her finger moved down the column.
"And this spike. Equipment?"
"Fencing," Noah said. "Expanded the north pasture."
She flipped the page.
"But you offset it here... sold early. Before the market dip."
Her eyes lit.
"You're predicting trends."
Noah didn't smile.
"You told me to."
Not proud.
Not defensive.
Just certain.
Clara's stomach flipped again.
Because she would have said that.
Just...
Not here.
"Elijah," she called absently, "did you see this?"
"I've seen it," Elijah said from the stove.
Unimpressed.
"And I see my wife sittin' awfully close to my brother."
Clara blinked.
Then glanced up.
"Oh, sorry, this is just, "
She gestured at the book, words failing her.
"This is incredible."
Noah's hand shifted on the table, brushing lightly against her bandaged fingers.
Not grabbing.
Just there.
Familiar.
Elijah's jaw tightened.
"My wife doesn't need to be touched while she's readin' your numbers."
"Mm-hmm."
Clara didn't even look at him.
Already gone again.
Back to the ledger.
Elijah stared at her.
That had never happened before.
Clara turned another page.
Then paused.
Her brow furrowed.
"This isn't cattle."
Her voice slowed.
Careful now.
Noah went still.
Just for a second.
Then leaned in slightly closer.
"No."
Clara traced the entries.
Fabric.
Lace.
Travel.
Small, repeated purchases that didn't match the rest.
"You diversified spending," she said slowly. "But not for business."
Noah's mouth curved faintly.
"That was for you."
Clara's breath caught.
"For me?"
He nodded toward the bedroom.
Where the trunk sat.
Her trunk.
"Your trousseau."
Her fingers stilled on the page.
"You didn't want store-bought things," he added. "Said they didn't feel like yours."
Clara's chest tightened.
Because that,
That sounded like her.
Too much like her.
Her gaze flicked toward the bedroom.
Then back to Noah.
"You planned all of that?" she asked.
Noah held her gaze.
"For years."
Not sudden.
Not recent.
Years.
Elijah set a mug down in front of her.
Hard.
"I made coffee."
Clara blinked, pulled out of it, then smiled.
No one had ever made her coffee like this.
Not for her.
She took a sip.
Her eyes closed.
"Oh... Elijah... this is heaven."
"I put cream in it," he said, shooting Noah a look. "And sugar."
"And more cream," Clara added automatically, hugging the mug.
"...thank you."
Noah nudged the ledger back toward her.
"I tracked seasonal loss ratios by region."
Clara leaned in again.
"Adjusted breeding cycles..."
Her eyes widened.
"You built a system."
Not scraps.
Not guesses.
A system.
Noah looked almost smug.
Elijah stepped closer.
His hand settled firmly at her waist, pulling her back toward him.
"My wife don't need a system," he said quietly.
"She needs breakfast."
Clara leaned back into him automatically.
Like her body had already chosen.
Even if her mind hadn't.
Still holding the book.
Still reading.
Still somewhere else.
And for the first time,
Elijah felt it.
Not her pulling away.
Not choosing someone else.
Something quieter.
Something worse.
She wasn't slipping toward Noah.
She was slipping somewhere he couldn't follow.
Numbers.