Jason's POV
The past two weeks of getting to know my second chance mate have been strange to say the least. The rejection of her first mate before their wolves even had the chance to gain any strength in the bond is something I have never seen before. Ordinary seems like she was never truly taught anything that she couldn’t teach herself. She’s inquisitive about nearly everything and for someone who was practically raised with no parents, she is incredibly smart. I just need to figure out a way to keep myself and my wolf under control while I wait for her to come around. Setting her down in the middle of our kiss, was not nearly as gut wrenching as the look on her face.
Thankfully, the trail we were walking on wasn’t far from my house. Well, our house. Once there, I bring her inside and ask if she is hungry. My wolf, never stops reminding me about the look she gave me and when I sat her down and is demanding answers for it. “Ordinary, can I hold you?” I ask softly.
“I can’t do this.” She peeps as tears begin to fall “One second you want to be near me then you act as if I repulse you, now you’re back to wanting to hold me? Why? Why did you bring me here? Don’t be nice to me out of pity. I understand I was traded here and will do whatever it is your brother needs me to do, but please, don’t do this to me. If you want to reject me, reject me, and I’ll find my way to the pack house. It’s okay.” She takes a few steps backwards towards the door.
My wolf is in full panic as she cries. He’s been caged off from her for weeks and now when she finally begins to come around, I scare her off. “Please, Sweet Wolf, I don’t want to reject you. Why would you think that?” I say confused. I quickly close the gap between us and try to softly sweep her into my arms.
“I’ve now kissed you twice, the first time you had me drugged and the second you pulled away shaking like you were trying to hold back your disgust for me! Being inexperienced with mates doesn’t make me completely unaware of the world around me.” She spits back fiercely, pushing me away.
The levy finally breaks, and my wolf responds before I can, pinning her against the wall and taking a deep breath. “Jason believes I will scare you” he growls, shifting forward to touch more of her at once. “He pulled back from the kiss you were obviously a willing participant in, because he didn’t want me to take you right there in front of everyone. He sees every perfect thing about you just as I do. The way your hair frames your face, the different shade of brown your eyes turned the split second your wolf took over, way you smell. He’s afraid of how much I want you, ignoring that he wants you almost more than I do” he says allowing himself to continue pressing into her.
I’m barely able to wrestle control back before Ordinary brings her lips up to mine. Her pinks lips brush mine as I look down at her. She’s more gorgeous than I could have every imagined possible. “Ordinary” I breathe heavily “I need to know you, not just your wolf, but you want this.”
“I want you” as she ran her hands up to the back of my neck is all it took to break down the last bit of reserve I had. With that, I ran my hands down to cup her perfect ass and hoisted her up to me. She let out a slight squeal in surprise but didn’t protest. Our kisses became more aggressive as I walk us back to the bedroom and she presses herself harder against me. My brain clears a little when I break our kiss to set her down and help her out of her dress. I start once again at her lips, remembering to take mental notes of every movement she enjoys. I start my slow decent down her body, absorbing how she responds to every small but newly experienced touch. Her soft sighs become more vocal as I near her breasts. Her back arches, as a moan escapes, when I softly suck on the first n****e. I move across to pay equal attention to the other, bringing another moan as she slides her hands up my back. Continuing my decent, I spread open mouth kisses along her torso, across her hips and down almost to the sweet spot. She lets out a slight protest when I continue down further. I softly nibble my way back up her thighs before using my tongue to find her most sensitive place. I start with low pressure swirls slowly adding pressure as her moans intensify. Her sudden pull back tells me she’s close. I bring one hand up to slip a finger inside, sending her over the edge.
Lessening the pressure of my tongue, I begin pushing my finger in and out spreading her juices around, until she seems ready for me to add the second. With two fingers inside of her, I attempt to stretch and prepare her for what’s to come while still using my tongue to pleasure her. The feeling of her body tensing around my fingers and the sound of her moans make it almost impossible to hold myself back from her. I watch in awe as her body winds down from the second orgasm. “More” she softly pleads. So I once again, bring my face down between her legs. “No, wait… I meant… The other stuff…” she manages between pants while attempting to pull me up closer.
There’s no way I could hold myself back from giving her anything she asks for at this point, but I make sure to not allow myself to lose control just yet. Once at eye level, I kiss her with all the love and passion I can convey. Adjusting myself at her entrance, I pull back just enough to tell her I love her before slowly pushing myself deep inside. When she winces, I stop for a moment to kiss her and allow her time to adjust to the new feeling before slowly moving back and forth. As her moans pick up, I allow myself to pick up speed a little speed. Listening intently as she finishes once again. This time, I give myself more freedom, pumping harder and faster into her while her moans turn to screams of pleasure. We near the finish line together and I crane my face down to her shoulder, my canines fully extend and I’m able to mark her just as she comes for the final time, minimizing any pain she may feel from it.
I lay there peppering her with soft kisses, making sure to hold most of my weight on my arms and legs, until she decides to let go. Then I head to the bathroom to start the shower. Hearing her gasp, I come running back into the room. She’s standing off to the side of the bed, hands covering most of her face, staring at the bright red stain on the bed. “I… I’m so sorry…” she says with an embarrassed stutter.
“My Sweet Wolf” I say trying to hold back a chuckle. “I would gladly ruin a thousand beds for the chance to hear you moan my name again.” Taking her hand, I lead her to the waiting shower and begin to wash her. Her silence tells me she is still thinking about the bed. Luckily, thanks to mind link, she will never need to see the mess again. The bedding and mattress have already been disposed of and our new bed is already set up.
This is what I needed, what I spent my entire life waiting for. Someone to come along and show me how to have a normal… An ordinary life.