I got up with no smile on my face, but with dead emotions and soulless eyes. With giving a kiss on Azan's cheek and headed to the washroom, to perform ablution.
After praying fajr salah, I still sat on the prayer mat.
‘Aye Allah give my parents the highest rank in paradise. Shower upon Azan your blessings, make him stay away from wrong doings. I am accepting Arman just because you want me. Because it is written in my fate. I want you to put reham in his heart for me. I don't want to live a life full of miseries. I am scared, help me see the right path, show me the right path. I'll try my best to perform every duty, he expects. Lead me to straight path. Give me patience. Grant me with sab'r, Aameen. Replace Arman's harshness with softness. Indeed you are the one whom we should ask, all Wi
