Maeve
The bakery is quieter than usual, though nothing about it has actually changed.
The ovens hum with steady heat. The air carries the layered scent of bread and sugar. Britt moves through the space with the same familiar rhythm, her hands sure as she works the dough. Arthur shifts between the worktable and the ovens, checking, adjusting, never wasting motion.
Everything continues exactly as it should.
That's what makes it feel wrong.
I stand at the counter, wrapping loaves in clean cloth, folding each corner with care before tying them off and placing them in neat rows beside me. My hands move without hesitation, guided by habit, by repetition, by something that does not require thought.
It helps, if I think, it comes back.
So I don't.
From the outside, nothing has changed. There is no visible c***k. No sign that anything inside me shifted last night.
But it did.
Last night was sharp, impossible to contain. This is different. Controlled. Something settling into place instead of breaking apart.
It feels even worse.
The bell rings softly when the door opens.
The man who steps inside pauses just a fraction too long, his gaze landing on me before he remembers himself and continues forward.
“Bread,” he says, clearing his throat.
“Of course,” I reply, reaching for the nearest loaf.
My voice sounds normal.
It unsettles him. I can see it in the way his fingers tighten when I hand the bread over.
By the time he steps aside, two more have come in behind him. One leans slightly toward the other, his voice lowered but not enough.
“That’s her.”
“I know.”
They don’t stop talking.
They don’t need to.
I don’t react.
I wrap another loaf, tie it off, set it aside.
Cloth. Fold. Tie.
Cloth. Fold. Tie.
The rhythm steadies my hands. Not the rest of me.
More people enter than usual for this hour, filling the space just enough to change the air. Not crowded, just present in a way that feels intentional.
The word spreads quickly.
I feel it settle in pieces. Between transactions. Between glances. In the moments where people forget to be subtle.
It spreads the way things always do here.
Quietly first.
“She said it in front of everyone.”
“Actually looked at him like she expected him to step forward.”
A pause.
A quiet laugh.
“Of course he shut it down.”
That part lands every time. It hits in the same place.
The version that makes it easy for them.
My chest tightens before I can stop it.
I keep working.
Cloth. Fold. Tie.
“Maeve.”
Arthur’s voice cuts through the room without rising.
I look up.
He studies me for a moment, his gaze steady and searching in a way that tells me he sees more than I want him to.
“You’re staying inside today,” he says.
It isn’t a question.
“That’s fine.”
The answer comes easily.
He doesn’t move right away.
“You don’t have to pretend nothing happened,” he adds, quieter now.
There is no pressure in it, just an opening.
Something in my chest tightens again, I swollow it down and meet his eyes.
“I’m not pretending.”
That's the truth.
If anything, this is clearer than before.
The door opens again.
This time, laughter comes with it.
Sharper, familiar.
Kim.
She steps inside with the same effortless confidence she carries everywhere, Sandra and Bente close behind her. The shifts immediately.
Her gaze finds me without hesitation.
It lingers.
Then she smiles.
“Maeve,” she says lightly. “Still standing.”
The words land exactly as she intended them to.
I finish tying the cloth around the loaf in my hands before answering.
“It’s usually how mornings work.”
A few quiet sounds ripple through the room. Not quite laughter. Not quite silence.
Kim tilts her head, studying me like something doesn’t match what she expected.
“You were very convincing last night,” she says. “I almost believed you.”
My stomach tightens.
I meet her gaze.
“Then you’re easier to convince than I thought.”
That lands, soft, but clean.
Sandra’s expression flickers before she smooths it away. Bente’s attention sharpens, lingering just a bit longer than before.
Kim’s smile tightens.
“Careful,” she says softly. “You don’t really want to make this worse for yourself.”
There it is.
Clear.
I set the loaf aside.
“I think we both know you don’t need help with that.”
That lands deeper. I feel it move through the room.
People hear it, register it.
Kim’s eyes sharpen, something colder settling into place behind them. Behind her, Sandra shifts her weight. Bente straightens slightly.
The door opens again.
This time, the shift is immediate.
Finn.
The room adjusts without needing to acknowledge it. Conversation dips. Attention shifts.
His gaze moves once across the space.
Then it stops.
On me.
The bond reacts instantly, tightening my chest sharply.
I hold his gaze for a fraction of a second.
Then I look away.
As if it doesn’t matter.
As if he doesn’t.
It costs me more than I would like to show.
Kim notices.
Of course she does.
She shifts just enough that when Finn steps closer, it's natural for him to stop beside her. Her hand finds his arm without hesitation.
“Rough night?” she asks lightly.
He doesn’t answer immediately.
His attention flickers, quick and involuntary, back to me.
Then it hardens.
“I’m fine.”
The words are controlled.
The tension behind them isn't.
Kim studies him for a moment before smiling again.
“Good,” she says. “I’d hate for something ridiculous to linger.”
The word lands exactly where she intends it to.
Ridiculous.
I don’t react.
But someone behind her does.
A boy near the door shifts, glancing between me and Finn, something uncertain passing through his expression before he looks away.
That’s new.
It’s not just dismissal anymore.
It’s doubt.
Simon steps in then, quiet but certain. He moves closer to the counter, close enough that he stands between me and the rest of the room without making it obvious.
“You still need help with the back delivery?” he asks Arthur, his tone steady.
Arthur glances between us, faintly surprised, then nods. “That would be useful.”
Simon looks at me.
“I’ll come with you.”
It isn't a question.
Kim’s gaze snaps to him.
Finn goes still.
Not visibly, but I feel it.
The bond tightening in a way that feels sharper then before.
“I can handle it,” I say.
“I know,” Simon replies easily. “I didn’t say you couldn’t.”
A few of the boys near the door exchange glances.
Interest.
Real this time.
I pick up the basket.
“Then try to keep up,” I say.
Simon smiles.
Behind him, the room settles into a different kind of quiet. Not empty. Just aware.
Kim is no longer smiling.
Finn doesn’t speak.
But the moment stretches anyway, changing shape in a way none of them can control.
As I step past them, I don’t look at him.
Not this time.
The bond pulls anyway. Sharp and insistent.
It tightens in my chest like something refusing to let go.
I ignore it.
Outside, the air feels cleaner. Colder. Easier to breathe.
Simon falls into step beside me.
“You handled that well,” he says after a moment.
“I handled it,” I correct.
He glances at me.
“You don’t have to pretend it didn’t matter.”
My chest tightens again.
“I’m not pretending.”
That answer lingers between us.
Behind me, through the open bakery door, I catch one last glimpse.
Finn is still standing there.
And for the first time since last night, he doesn’t look certain.