Maeve
The bakery is always warm before sunrise.
Not just from the ovens, but from the heat in the beams, sugar in the air. Something steady that never shifts no matter what happens outside.
It’s the only place in Iron Ridge where I don’t feel… misplaced.
I straighten the rows of fresh rolls for the third time.
Arthur notices, of course.
“You line them up like someone’s about to judge them,” he says, lifting bread from the oven.
“Maybe they should be,” I reply.
“They’re bread, Maeve.”
“That doesn’t mean they should look careless.”
Britt laughs softly as she passes, nudging my arm. “Let her be. If she wants the bread to look better than the people buying it, that’s her right.”
I huff a quiet laugh. “That’s not what I said.”
“It’s what I heard.”
Inside, things make sense.
There is always something to do. Something to fix. Something to hold together.
Inside, I am just Maeve.
Not the girl the pack looks past.
Not what they see when they look too quickly.
Just Maeve.
The morning moves quickly. Wolves come in half-awake for bread and sweet rolls before training or patrol.
By the time the first rush fades, Arthur wipes his hands on a cloth and glances toward the side door.
“Can you take the basket over to the meeting hall?” he asks. “Britt packed the honey cakes they asked for.”
“I can.”
His gaze lingers on me for a second longer than it needs to. Not questioning. Not quite comfortable either.
It lands, small but familiar. Like he’s bracing for something that hasn’t happened yet.
“And come straight back,” he adds. “The luncheon crowd will start soon.”
“I know.”
Britt ties the cloth over the basket, careful and deliberate. “You’ll be back in ten minutes.”
It sounds less like certainty and more like something she wants to believe.
I hook the handle over my arm. “I am not going into battle.”
Arthur lifts one brow. “No. But you are going outside.”
That draws a small laugh out of me, exactly as intended. He likes to leave me smiling when he can.
For a brief second, standing between them with the heat of the ovens at my back and the scent of bread wrapped around me, I let myself forget the rest of Iron Ridge exists.
Then I push open the door and step into the morning air.
After the warmth inside, it bites sharper than it should, slipping under my clothes and across my skin like it’s reminding me exactly where I am.
The village is already awake. Wolves move along the main paths in pairs and small groups, voices carrying through the crisp air.
Normal sounds.
Familiar sounds.
Still, everything shifts the moment I step outside.
It always does.
No one points. No one says anything. But eyes slide my way and slide off again. Conversations dip, then recover.
A few girls by the well look me over with the kind of interest that has nothing to do with kindness.
I feel it settle, quiet and sharp, like something expected.
One of them smiles.
Kim.
It is not a pleasant smile.
My stomach tightens before I can stop it.
I adjust the basket against my hip and keep walking.
I’ve done this route enough times that I don’t need to think about it. Past the houses. Past the training grounds.
Two boys pause when I pass.
One nods, awkward. The other looks away, then looks back.
I catch it.
And I keep walking before either of them can decide what that look is supposed to mean.
Lately, that’s been happening more.
The boys look longer now.
The girls notice.
They don’t like it.
“Maeve.”
Kim’s voice follows, smooth as silk pulled over a blade.
I stop.
Not stopping would say more. It always does.
Turning slowly annoys her more than anything I could say.
She stands with Sandra and Bente, polished and deliberate, like they know exactly who’s watching. Kim is the prettiest, if you ask the pack.
She built herself into something they approve of.
I never did.
“You’re carrying all that alone?” she asks lightly.
I glance at the basket. “It would be strange if Arthur made the honey cakes walk themselves.”
Bente laughs.
Kim doesn’t.
Her gaze drags over me. “You do seem to like doing things alone.”
There it is.
Never direct.
Never enough to call out.
I smile. “I manage.”
“I’m sure you do.” Her eyes flick toward the bakery. “Some people don’t have much choice.”
Soft laughter.
It lands anyway. It always does.
I laugh too.
That unsettles them more than anything else.
Not because it doesn’t hurt, but because I don’t show them where.
So I lift one shoulder. “Then it’s lucky I’ve had so much practice.”
Something flickers across Kim’s face.
Gone just as fast.
I turn before she can decide to push harder.
Vexa huffs.
- Mean girls.
I hum softly in agreement and round the corner by the meeting hall.
Then I nearly walk straight into someone.
The basket shifts against my hip. A hand catches my arm before I lose my balance.
Sparks crawl up my skin where his fingers land.
My breath catches.
Finn.
For a second, the world narrows so completely it feels like everything else steps back to make space for him.
He is too close. I can see the darker ring around his grey eyes, the hard line of his jaw, the way his fingers tighten around my arm before they loosen again.
He smells like cold wind and cedar and the training field at dawn, and beneath it something older. Sharper.
Something that lands inside my chest like recognition that never needed to be taught.
Vexa surges.
- Mate.
The word hits with the force of something inevitable.
I go still.
Not because I don’t understand.
Because I understand too much, too fast.
His hand drops from my arm.
Finn doesn’t move.
He just looks at me.
And I know.
I know with the same certainty as the word still echoing through me that he knows it too.
It shows in the smallest things. The way his body locks for one suspended second. The flicker of something hot and startled in his eyes before he buries it. The way his breathing shifts once before he forces it steady again.
Gone before anyone else would notice.
I notice.
He knows.
His gaze holds mine one heartbeat too long.
Then he turns his head,not sharply, but deliberately.
Like this is a choice he has already made.
And he steps around me.
No apology... No claim...
Nothing.
He walks past me as if Vexa didn’t speak. As if his body didn’t react. As if this means so little to him that he can leave it lying between us on the cold stone path and keep going.
My chest tightens, sudden and sharp, like something inside me expected… something else.
I don’t move.
His footsteps retreat behind me, steady and controlled. The morning air presses colder against my skin where heat had rushed only seconds ago. The basket handle bites into my fingers, but I barely feel it.
All I feel... is him leaving.
And the fact that he felt it too.
By the time I turn, he is already several paces away. Broad back. Straight shoulders. Unbroken stride.
He doesn’t look back.
Of course he doesn’t.
I stand there with the basket on my arm and the cold settling deeper under my skin, and for the first time in years, laughter feels very far away.
Not because I want to cry.
I don’t.
Not because I want to run after him.
I won’t.
But because something in me, something stubborn and quiet and foolish enough to keep a few small hopes hidden where no one could reach them, has just been seen clearly and left behind anyway.
And I felt it break the moment he chose to walk away.
I watch him disappear down the path.
And I feel it then, how exposed it makes me.
How cold.
How small.
Being unwanted is not new.
But this...
This is different.
Because this time, he knew.
And apparently, that doesn’t change anything.