you are not dreaming at all' i stop when she speak, 'and yes i am already dead but my sprit remains for the past 10 yrs',
H-how come that you are here right now? I said with a shaking tune,
'i have something to give to you'
No! You're not for real! I shouted and face her but I didn't see her at all, what i see right now is a long white weeding dress and a knife with a letter i still couldn't believe what i encountered i slowly pick up the letter and open it to read
' I've been guiding you since then my lovely daughter, i maybe die 10 yrs ago but i never skip a moment being with you, remember those mornings you woke up with rain drops? Those sounds of cracking door you heard everytime you are going to sleep? I was there with you my love kissing your forehead while you were sleeping, remember the night you are crying because your fiancee cheated on you? I was also there hugging you, it just my body is dead but my spirit remains with you my princess, iloveyou and will always be with you..'
While reading those letters i couldn't help but to cry harder much more than the day my mom left me, i have a lot of questions in my mind right now my mother was the one who's been there for me since then now i i know she never left me at all, i went to the wedding dress and pick it up, this is beautiful I'll wear this to my wedding day...
Three days before our wedding day my fiancee call and ask me to have a date with him after all the cheating things he done i am no longer the foolish one that he can manipulate over and over again,
..after an hour of driving i arrive to a restaurant where my fiancee is waiting for me from a far i already saw him sitting at the vip side holding a bouquet of flower i stay inside my car for a while thinking what will be my next move at this moment i don't feel the love as i felt before what i felt right now is madness and pain but still i want our wedding to happen, so i fix my self and decide to went out the car and walk towards him when he see me walking he smile at me and stand up to guide me to my chair 'you are so beautiful honey' he said while kissing my check, i just give him a cold smile
He keeps on talking things about our future plan of how many children he wanted us to have i almost cry hearing those plans of him as if I didn't know that he just cheated on me again,
30 minutes pass by and i decided to go home first
As he said that he has a meeting after our lunch,
'honey are you sure ok of going home'? He ask me
Yes, of course im tired too i want to rake some rest, i said with a fake smile on my face,
So we went down towards my car he open the door and kiss me goodbye, i start to drive but little that he know i will drive around the place so he couldn't see my car i went to the exit and park my car there because i know that we will going to meet his other woman at thesame restaurant we had lunch, after a while a white car stop at the restaurant and a familiar blonde woman went out to car and yes im right he will going to meet her, i stay outside the restaurant and hide while watching and taking photos and vid of them,
After taking those pictures and vid of them i went back to my car to go home i start the engine when i suddenly see the woman walking out from the restaurant and something came up in my mind that im going to follow her, i waited for her to drive so i can follow her direction i just drive distance from her car after a couple of minutes she finally stop in a familiar place that made me surprise of place where my fiancee's family stays, my heartbeat is racing while watching her went out to her car and start to doorbell right now i feel mix emotion, what's going on? Does his family know his affair? I can't help but to cry and i couldn't even breath properly, after a seconds of doorbell someone's open the door and to my surprise it's my fiancee's mother who look so happy and excited hugging her and guide her inside, my hands are shaking, my whole body us trembling, i can't understand the pain i am feeling right now i am holding my chest while crying so hard i feel being betrayed not just by my fiancee but also to his whole family!! So all this time they knew the affair and yet acting like i am the most lovely woman for their son, i am in so much pain and suffering right now oh god! Why this is happening to me?! i tried so hard to manage to drive back home while im on my way going home i can't think right and straight anymore..