ALLISON
I stared at Matthew as he slept. He was sound asleep and he looked relaxed, contrary to what I felt inside. I sighed and turned in the opposite direction. So many days had passed since I last felt what his touch was like. I missed him, I missed his touch, I missed what it was like to hold him, I missed hearing his heartbeat, I missed feeling his warm body against mine. I just missed him so much, I was losing my mind from not having him close to me. But I was also angry at him, I was also heartbroken and no matter how much I wanted it to seem like it would be fine, no matter how much I wished everything would go back to normal soon, I still felt like I was still lying to myself.
Deep down, I felt like I was losing him, I was seeing us drift apart and I felt like if it continued, I
