I need to say something before the truth burst out of me.
“I’m not being harsh on her, Alpha. I just want her to be strong. Strong enough that no one will ever step on her again.”
I lowered my head and spoke in a soft, tired voice.
“Alpha… I’m so sorry for worrying you. I was sick all through the afternoon. My stomach kept twisting and turning. I had this terrible nausea. I felt like I was going to throw up right there in front of the visitors. I couldn’t afford to make a mess.
That’s why I never came inside to greet them. I didn’t want to greet anyone or make a mess in front of your guests. I just needed to get away before it happened.”
The words felt heavy, but I kept my eyes down so he wouldn’t see the lie burning in them.
I’m sorry for lying to you, but I can’t let you know the
