All I Want. love Murder

Confession

While the sun started to rise for a new day he was still sitting on his chair , thinking about her , he couldn't sleep last night every time he close his eyes he saw her , she took a place in his thoughts and his mind , he tried his best to keep this strong feelings for himself only but he didn't know that feeling is complicated , I mean like every time you to try hide your feelings from someone these feelings get stronger and stronger. However , finally he decided to expose his emotions for her whether she like it or no , he just need to stop thinking about her , hoping that she refuses him and give him a reason to hate her .

The phone rang , Tacker called him early in the morning which is mean there is something wrong went on . he picked the phone up , seem to be so surprised , why not , his best friend is going to in a serious relationship with Jenni , he didn't like her so much , in fact he got his reasons to hate her , he suspected her bad attitude beside she keep making problems with his new friend lilith .

After taking his shower he get down stairs straight to the kitchen , Lilith were there making coffee for herself while singing her favorite song with her voice which looks like Angel

You were only one that stand me in all I was going through yeah I just wanna tell you ohh baby I...

I can make it better

I can hold you tighter

Cause of the morning oh you the light

And I almost lost youh

But I can forget youh

you were the reason that I survived

An icon beautiful song of BTS her favorite boys band. Once she told him that she loves them all and how their songs helped her facing a lot of problems , bulling , confident issues too and so many many problems especially the maknee line.

She was moving her body smoothly , dancing slowly and happy , the moment she opened her eyes she saw him admiring the move of her body the beauty of her movement she stopped when he suddenly said : if you keep getting afraid like this every time I walk in then I think I should leave the house , lilith "

Lilith felt a little shy which was so cute for him , every time they talk it end with huge fight but now they seem calm and quiet, she fixed her hair and asked him in a soft delicate voice :" I'm making coffee would you like to have some with me ?" She smiled at him and all his thoughts distracted in fact this was the first time for him to notice her bunny teeth cute and adorable that what he thought.

They had their coffee in peace for the first time , he was afraid from his feelings to show up and she was shivering shyly from the way he looked at her.

The bell rang Jenni got inside the house using the key she took from Tacker which made James's mood ruined for the rest of day , now beside the investigation and exams and his feelings he need to deal with Jenni if and only if she marry to his friend Tacker.

She entered to the house and noticed how they fit each other: I know you don't like me James , I don't like you either and I'm here for Lilith , its true I had problems with Eve but I know her cousin doesn't have anyone but me. So in a way or another we shall meet a lot , James kept silent and waited her till she finished her.

He added: well im impressed, I thought you were bad tiny girl but you seem wise woman but there is no need to worry about her I'm here she is with me. Jenni socked and asked: I'm her cousin's friend who the hell are you? He looked at lilith for long time his eyes were saying a lot he teared up before he answered: I'm her friend..I'm the one who really care about her , I'm the one who feel happy and comfortable around her , I'm the one who gonna protect her always be with her .

he swallowed bit embarrassed about what he is going to say but he managed his composure and continued : I'm the one who becomes happy when she is happy and get sad if she is not , lilith was so surprised with his talking she didn't expected that coming she made an eye contact with him she was looking into his soul aeeply.

James continued: advertising my feelings towards you , I'm willing to embrace you forever , I know that life can be tough and complicated sometimes, we might meet new people and lose close one , but when im with you I feel like I can face anything and succeed this world. Lilith chuckled ,just then his face turned into cherry red he got heet and confessed: I wanna grow old with you and build strong foundation with you lilith , I love lilith I want your heart I want to share the warmth of my heart only with you , let me show you the beauty of the beauty of life through my eyes.

Lilith ran to the room screaming loudly, she couldn't believe her crule teacher felt in love with her she couldn't believe he was like human breath and love.

Jenni felt so awkward to stay after that warm situation she left the house to give them special time. In the evening James knocked on the door of Lilith room he asked her to come and eat but there was no response he continued: if you get mad from what I said earlier then I'm sorry, many I made you uncomfortable but believe me I meant each word I said I really love you and if you don't want me I understand you don't have to , I know that I'm hard to deal with and stupid and complicated sometimes but I have no control on my emotions, forget about my confession and come eat I made spaghetti with mashrom, he left the door and started walking suddenly the door opened he turned and saw her standing there she said: how dare you, he started to apologize : I'm really sorry I should ask you first before what I said I really sorry.

Lilith: I mean cutie how dare you made mashrom you know I don't love it , he shocked for moments trying to process what she was talking about: what you mean?

Lilith: I said I don't love mashrom, but I love you. He couldn't believe that she loves him too they had dinner together and it was the perfect dinner ever.