Elara The scent of artificial pandan hanging from the rearview mirror was aggressive, a chemical sweetness that did nothing to mask the underlying stench of damp upholstery and old cigarette ash. It was a nauseating cocktail. I leaned my forehead against the window of the ride-share, letting the vibrations of the aging engine rattle through my skull. Every bump in the road sent a fresh spike of pain through my temples. 11:30 a.m. By all accounts, I should have been standing in front of Class 1A right now, explaining the water cycle or gently redirecting Gafa’s endless stream of questions. I should have been looking forward to the afternoon, watching that unassuming white hatchback pull up to the school gates so Lyra could sprint toward her father. Instead, I was a coward in a tacti

