I hold in my breath as he nears closer, the scent of lilac and wood drifting into my nostrils. Okay, focus Emily, just calm down... Why can't I move? I feel stationed to the floor as he slowly guides his fingers through my hair, where he tucks it behind my ear. I want to lean in so bad. To experience my first kiss with the hottest guy imaginable. Somewhere deep in my mind I keep doubting it. Doubting his voice and his soft hands now caressing my cheeks. Doubting his dark eyes that illuminate the dark room we're in. Can this be real? "...I want to show you something." He sits up, motioning for me to do the same. Wait, I thought we were about to. He hoists me to my feet and directs me to his bed, where the small window sat. "What is it?" I say breathlessly. He grabs the golde

