Ameera

Betrayal

AMEERA

Woke up the next morning feeling refreshed, my body craved Dominance again but I’d settle for a cold shower I was starving and could smell E and Henry cooking breakfast. I picked out a burgundy tank top and some blue jean shorts with lacy black underwear. I turned my music up loud as I always do to shower and hopped in the shower smiling and feeling like a new woman, Doms woman.

I started the song while in the shower and started singing along...

Queen Naija Pack lite

“See I don't got the time or the patience to deal with your s**t today

You've been walking around with a stank attitude like your s**t don't stink

I don't give you no trouble on most days, but I will today

I been holding my tongue, got the right to be in my feels today'Cause I work too hard, but I love you way more harder

I done had my share of being walked all over, now I'm smarter

You can think you right all you want, I see you through you just like water

You can gon' 'head puff up your chest, but it bet not go no further” I was feeling the music, but I was washing quickly cause I was starving and just wanted to be in Doms presence today, who wouldn’t after that mind blowing orgasm. Right?! I lotioned my body and deodorized then proceeded to get dressed spraying my favorite perfume “pink ice” all over me. I decided to throw my hair in a messy bun and shot down stairs. As I Ascended the stairs I could see Dominance with some woman and when his hand slapped her a** my heart broke. Not even noticing Domino starring right at me as I watched Dominance and this girl, I ran back up the stairs despite my stomach screaming for food. I had to check my emotions and myself “He’s not yours Ameera get it together.” I kept repeating that in my head but my heart would not listen as tears ran down my face, I quickly wiped them away went and washed my face and went back downstairs putting my feelings in check. “Morning Everyone” I said not even looking at Dominance nor his girl. As I walked over to E and Henry I could see him staring at me but I didn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing me hurt or anything. I snatched a piece of bacon and watch as this girl and Alicia y’all like best friends which pissed me off and that I could not hide even though I tried. Eden cleared her throat and asked me to help her, I did as she asked and set the table so we could all eat. Domino smiled at me asking could he sit next to me but Dominance has other plans. “Sit here” yea right did he really think I would sit by him?! Alicia tried lightning the mood but it was too f**king late. “Best friend this is Michielle, Michielle this is my best friend Ameera” I rolled my eyes at the both of them. The b**ch eyeballed me scuffed and Continued her conversation. I decided to just eat in my room. Grabbing my plate and turning to leave Dominance slammed his fork down making everyone look at him confused. “SIT THE F**K DOWN NOW!” I ignored him and kept going only for him to grab me by the arm so hard that I felt like it broke. I snatched away with tears in my eyes and before I knew it I’d slapped him. Domino stood telling me to go on up, I was so hurt and so embarrassed! How could he? Everyone was seeming to have a good time down there it made me sick, call me a hater or whatever but I was mad as hell. After being up stairs in my room for an hour I decided to talk to Henry and Domino. I found Henry first. “Hello Henry, could I ask a huge favor of you please?”

“cualquier cosa para usted hermoso” (Anything for you beautiful)

“Would you help me move my things to the other room”

Dom turned after hearing that and strolled over to us. “Henry her s**t will stay where it is” he vowed then decided to leave cause he didn’t want to be in the middle any longer.

Storming past him, I felt a hand grab my arm and swung but missed due to Dominance grabbing me hard. “Why?!”

Michielle finally decided to speak up. “Where is she sleeping Elijah?”

Looking at her and him confused, Domino chuckled. “Elijah is his middle name “

Michielle wouldn’t let go of the subject. “ where in the f**k is she sleeping Elijah”

Dominance was so mad Michielle knew he didn’t like to be questioned by her and she was getting beside herself. She knows her roll.

“Please just help me move my things I asked pleading with my eyes towards Domino. Who nodded in agreement. I just needed space to think, I was too strong of a woman for this. Nearing the room that Dominance and I shared I could see him staring a hole into me but I refused to look at him focusing on grabbing some of my things to help move them to the other room. 

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Even though the room wasn’t as massive it’s was still beautiful and I loved it. Jumping on my bed I smiled only to feel a sadness wash over me. So I turned my speaker on and decided to paint. Turning the volume up as loud as it would go I decided on jhene Aiko speak, singing along loud so everyone would hear me. ....

      “Woke up this morning

Heart was beating out my chest

So excited, realizing

That you weren't here to judge me

No one to impress

I decided 

that I liked it, yeahI'm moving on

I'm putting on my favorite dress

The one you hated

Said, I look naked in

Fuck your opinion 'bout it

I'm feeling my best

I won't hide it

And besides thatLook how the sun

Rises without our asking

Shining with so much passion

Light just for us to bask in

Love shouldn't be for our keeping

I'll celebrate my freedom

I'm gon' speak upSpeak from my heart, baby

Speak from my soul, sugar

Say what you want, lady

Act like you know who you are

Speak from your gut, honey

Say what you want, my love

Be who you wanna be

Speak, speak, speak”

I found myself painting the beautiful sun that was beaming from my window the view was breathtaking.