10 years later... Today was the day. The day I lost someone very special to me. The father of my now 14 year old daughter, Madeleine. He meant the world to me but I guess we were not meant to end up together. I still remember his playful smile, the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled, and all those days we spent together in university. He was not just someone I loved. He was mu best friend. My ally. My companion. He was always there in my hardest times. Sure we had our ups and downs like every couple does but we went past it. Even in his last moments he thought about what was best for the kids and I. He told me to continue to live my life even when he is gone. He knew what would keep me happy and he had everything planned out. From the inheritance of his business to the kids and my per

