Maya did not think healing would feel like this. Not peaceful. Not relieving. Heavy. Like carrying something that refused to be put down. London did not feel like an escape. It felt like a pause. A space where everything that had been pushed aside began to surface. Slowly. Relentlessly. She spent most of her days inside. Not because she wanted to. But because her body refused anything else. Her breathing had worsened. What once felt like discomfort had become something sharper. More intrusive. Some mornings, she woke up gasping. Other times, she simply lay there, staring at the ceiling, waiting for her lungs to cooperate. But that morning— It was different. The pain came suddenly. Sharp. Crushing. Her chest tightened violently, as though something inside her had clen

