The Crush That Haunts Her

Lovely

Raven and Seth were being gone on dates, but Drake and his lady wanted to hang out with them every time. Seth was being a gentleman and always said that next time around, ok, guys. Raven doesn't want to face her old crush and the girl that gave her hell in school. 

Raven's P.O.V

Why did I have to act like that? It is going to be ok. I tell Seth, "It's ok, they can come over this weekend we can have a cookout, ok." I nervously said to him.

Seth just stared at me, and he had a big smile on his face, "You know he was asking about you"?

" Oh, lovely Seth," I replied to him. Then I was thinking, yep, very lovely, oh, boy then I took a deep breath "So what do you want to do"? I ask him.

He grins at me, then he is like, "I rather sit here on the couch and hold you. " 

Seth, god, he is such a hunk. Why didn't I have a crush on him when we were in school. If I get to know him better and go on dates with him, maybe he will be with me and claim me as his girlfriend.

I feel so much peace with Seth, but some things are off like he isn't supposed to be here, but I am confused about why I felt like that.

I could fall in love with him. I think I could.

Oh no, not again, my head hurts bad. Ever since I moved out here, my head has been hurting. I have no idea why I am afraid to go and get checked out. I think I could be overwhelmed by meeting lots of old classmates that gave me hell in school, and one of them is dating me for 2 weeks now.

Seth P.O.V

I am texting Drake and letting them know to come over this weekend for a cookout at my new girlfriend's house. I am like yeap she will be my girlfriend, and I don't care what my friends think. I always was in love with Raven. She was not like the other girls that were in school. She is special, and she is brilliant and kind,

I get a text back from Drake: Who is she

I smile and reply to him

Raven...

I waited for his reply, but nothing came, so I just stopped texting and cuddled up to Raven and kissed her on her cheek, and said, "So Walk to Remember," I said.

She is giggling and says, " Yes, Please.

I grab her around the waist and lay behind her on the couch. We are lying down there and just spending time together holding each other. I am like, wow, she smells amazing. I start to kiss her on her neck, and she then turns towards me. Then we start to make out and forget the movie running.

I was just about to kiss her on her chest when we hear her phone ring, 

Drake P.O.V.

"Hey, where is Seth at anyway," I say.

"Oh, honey, he is with his new chick. Oh, I can't remember who it is, though," Ferra replied

 I am thinking about it, but I also say, " Who was he telling us the other day about a date? with who?"

"Hmmm, I think her name was Raven," Ferra answered me.

"Wh-at, "I said with a stutter.

"Yeap, he did tell us that the other night man, when we were at the bar, dude," Dave says

I am like, "Hey guys, I am going to get more beer. I will be back in a little while, ok." I say as I was rushing to get my wallet and dash out the door.

I am walking, and then I call my friend who is married to Raven's best friend. What is her name? Oh gosh, I couldn't even come to the wedding because she hated me. But oh well. I wish I did get to come because maybe I would talk to Ravey Bird and apologize to her, but I couldn't because I couldn't come to the wedding, but I was allowed to go to his bachelor party. I was hoping to get on Leka's good side; after that grateful night, I told Raven to come and meet up with me, and I didn’t show up. I even begged my best buddy to get her to change her mind. I even send Laken, which she hates to be called that I forgot, but I sent her Tickets to see Reba. I heard she and Ravens favorite, but they were sent back with a note “Not a chance, bud to break my best friend's heart again,” It said

“Wow, that would definitely work for any other girl, but wow, she is a hard shell to crack,” I said when I was talking to my best friend soon to be married to that hard lady to crack.

“How did you get her to agree to go on a date with you?” I asked.

“A lot of begging until I broke through the hard shell.” He says.

So I didn’t get through her shell, and I wasn’t going to beg her either. I just let it go and watched the wedding video when Aaron posted it on his f******k page. Seth wasn’t there also; I guess his girl at the time was on the blacklist also.

That didn't happen, so I was at home with my overbearing fiance Ferra, I wish I never got with her, but I was a dumb kid in school thinking with my c**k and not my heart. I need to confess to Raven that I've been in love with her since the moment I saw her. For the first time, I became cool at a school and not the nerdy geek I  was made fun of at my old school.

I am walking down the street, and I am like, what was that address he sent me. I open up the text, and there it is the address. Then I saw a little cottage on the corner by the beach, it was nice she did well for herself.

 !Wow, it is not that far from where I live. In like 10 minutes, I found her place, and I look through her front window and see Seth holding her, but I can't see what she looks like. It's dark, but I know what they are about to do. I need to stop it. So I call her cell. She gets up and stops what they were doing, and she answers it. I say, hey do you know who this? And I am looking right at her, and she has a shocked face, and I am like, yep, I still have it.

I smile. then I say, " Is Seth there with you."

she licks her lips, Seth and I watched her tongue, and I was getting excited down in my pants. I can see Seth trying to control himself. I get f*****g pissed because it should be me in his spot, not him.

'Yeah, he is, but he is busy," she replies to me and has a smirk on her face.

I wish she would turn the light on so I can see her face in the light. I know she is beautiful, but I want to see her eyes. The same ones that used to watch my every move. Haha, you don't think I had any idea. Well, I did.

I grunt, and I am like, "Look could you tell him that Sabrina called me and to tell me that she can't see him this weekend."

I look at her, and she hits Seth in the head. I was like, haha, oh no." I was kidding, don't hurt him."

"Just tell him to come over after he is done with you," I said lustfully.

I can see plain and simple she is licking her lips.

"OK, I will tell him."

I really want to stop their date and knock, but I don't, and I walk home. f*****g anger just running through my body. I want to punch Seth in the face for taking my girl. I finally get home and tell Dave and Ferra I am heading to bed, don't interrupt me.

I fall asleep dreaming of Raven, and I remember she would walk quickly down the hall. After all, I would give her trouble always gave her a hard time because I wanted her to be mine deep down. By showing everyone, I disliked her to hide my true feelings so no other guy can have her, I would call her names. The only reason I did that so she would pay attention to me, and that is the only way I could interact with her.

Man, she is so lovely.