My humiliation diminishes after a while, and eventually, I feel stupid for running from Kalen and Lycus. I can feel them searching for me, but I don’t want to be near anyone. Suddenly, I’m hit with the overwhelming urge to be alone again. I think back to when I was on the run. I was alone but comfortable in my own misery. But after so much time alone, it got to the point where I didn't want that. I no longer wanted to be alone in my misery anymore.
I craved interaction, touch, power, and everything I lived without for so long. I desired to not have to look over my shoulder everywhere I went. I dreamed of not having to hide from the world. I craved being able to use my magic without guilt and without fear of what would happen if I did. I wanted for so long to be free. And now, I have a tas
