Phffllt! Yech! I went into the water head first and got a face full of sand. Luckily I didn"t hit too hard or I"da broke my friggin" neck!
I spun around after I came upright and I could see Todd and Steve on the bridge but I don"t think they realized I"d gone over the edge. I may go over the edge mentally. At least I know that they are all right.
Another mess!
I just cannot believe this is happening to me again. I think I"m going to figure out some way to end it all. I just can"t face this another time. Maybe I can find some termites, or I could snuggle up to a beaver. Maybe a flock of ravenous woodpeckers will descend upon me.
But no, I"ll do what I"ve always done. I"ll drift along until I find a good looking decoy spread and then I"ll drift in, or… no, I guess I won"t. The season is
