Carmela's POV
The days on the Damian estate started to feel like a strange kind of routine, even though nothing about this place was normal. I woke up each morning with Giovanni's arm still around me, his warmth a reminder that I was no longer alone in this cage. He would kiss my forehead before leaving for whatever business called him, and every time he did, I felt that confusing pull in my chest — part fear, part something warmer I wasn't ready to name. Sometimes I'd hear his car pull away down the long gravel drive and find myself standing at the window long after it disappeared, wondering what exactly a man like him did all day, and how much of it involved people who ended up disappearing too. He always left me with the same warning. "Stay out of the east wing today. Valentina is unpredictable, and my mother is watching everything. Promise me you won't go looking for trouble."
I always nodded. But the warning only made the pull stronger. It was strange, how the things he wanted me to fear the most were always the things I ended up wanting to understand.
That afternoon, while Giovanni was in a meeting, I found myself walking the quieter hallways again. My heart raced with every step. I told myself I was just exploring, but my feet carried me closer to the east wing door. It was slightly ajar, just enough to tempt me. I pushed it open a little further, peeking inside. The room was dim, filled with old furniture and shelves of books, most dust drifting lazily in the one thin shaft of light that made it through the heavy curtains. I didn't go all the way in, but I heard voices from deeper inside — Elena and another woman talking in low tones.
"…she's a liability," Elena said, her voice sharp. "The alliance was useful, but she's turning my son soft. We need to remind him where his loyalty lies." There was no warmth in her tone at all, nothing that suggested she'd ever once thought of me as anything more than a problem to manage.
The other woman laughed softly. "Valentina has plans. She won't wait forever."
I backed away quickly, heart pounding, and hurried back to the main part of the house. I didn't tell Giovanni what I heard. Not yet. I needed to understand more first. All through dinner that night, I watched Elena across the table, searching her composed, elegant face for some sign of the venom I'd heard in her voice, but she gave nothing away. She never did.
That evening, he found me in the garden, sitting on a stone bench under the moonlight. He sat beside me, close enough that our shoulders touched, and for a while he didn't say anything at all, just let the silence settle around us like something we didn't need to rush. "You look troubled," he said quietly. "What's on your mind?"
I hesitated, then leaned against him. "Everything. This house. Your family. The way they look at me is like I don't belong." I almost told him about the voices in the east wing right then, the words already forming on my tongue, but something held me back — some instinct that said not yet, not until I understood more.
He wrapped an arm around me, pulling me closer. "You belong with me. That's all that matters."
His voice was low, warm, and it sent a shiver through me. I turned my face up to his, and he kissed me — slow and deep, like he had all the time in the world, like the war I could feel building around us in that house simply didn't exist for the length of one kiss. His hand cupped my cheek, my thumb brushing my skin, and I melted into him. The kiss grew hotter, his other hand sliding down my back, pulling me onto his lap. I straddled him on the bench, my robe slipping open as his mouth moved to my neck, kissing and biting gently. I gasped, fingers threading through his hair, pressing closer.
"Giovanni…" I whispered, voice breathless.
He groaned softly, his hands gripping my hips. "You drive me crazy, Carmela. Every time I look at you, I want to forget everything else."
We stayed like that for a long time, kissing and touching under the moonlight, the danger of the house feeling far away for those stolen moments, as if the garden itself was a small pocket of peace. The rest of the estate hadn't found a way to poison it yet. When we finally pulled apart, both breathing hard, he rested his forehead against mine.
"I won't let them hurt you," he said. "I promise."
I believed him. And in that moment, I realized I was starting to fall for the man who had bought me — a thought that terrified me almost as much as anything Elena or Valentina could do, because at least their threats were honest about wanting to hurt me. Whatever this was with, Giovanni had no name I trusted yet.
The next few days passed in a haze of stolen moments and growing tension. Elena's cold stares followed me everywhere, sharp enough that I started avoiding rooms just to escape them. Valentina's presence lingered like a shadow — I saw her once in the hallway, pale dress flowing, watching me with that same chilling smile, gone before I could even call out to her. Giovanni warned me again that night, his arms around me in bed. "Stay away from the east wing. Please. I don't want to lose you."
I nodded, but the curiosity was eating at me. I needed answers.
One afternoon, while Giovanni was away, I couldn't resist. I slipped toward the east wing again, heart pounding, telling myself this would be the last time, knowing even as I thought it that it probably wouldn't be. I didn't go inside, but I pressed my ear to the door and heard Elena's voice.
"…the girl is a problem. We need to handle her before she ruins everything."
My blood ran cold. I backed away quickly and ran back to the suite, mind racing, replaying Elena's words over and over until they lost all sense and became just sound — a threat with no shape yet, but a threat all the same. When Giovanni returned that evening, I told him what I heard. He pulled me into his arms, holding me tight.
"I'll protect you," he whispered, kissing my forehead. "You're mine, Carmela. And I protect what's mine."
I felt the words more than I heard them, his lips still pressed against my skin, his breath warm against my hairline. For a moment, neither of us moved, just stood there wrapped around each other like the rest of the house didn't exist. Then his mouth found mine, slow at first — almost hesitant, like he was giving me every chance to pull away. I didn't. I curled my fingers into the front of his shirt instead, pulling him closer, and felt him exhale against my lips like something in him had been holding on too tight for too long.
The kiss deepened gradually, not rushed but inevitable, the way a held breath finally has to release. His hands slid up my back, one settling between my shoulder blades, the other tangling gently into my hair, tilting my head just enough to deepen the angle. I felt the low sound he made against my mouth more than I heard it, and it sent heat rushing straight through me. When his hands finally slid beneath the fabric of my dress, it wasn't sudden — it was careful, almost reverent, his fingers tracing slow lines along my skin like he was memorizing every inch he touched.
We lost ourselves in each other like that, unhurried, every touch full of things we hadn't said out loud yet. In his arms, the fear that had followed me through every hallway of this house finally went quiet, replaced by something deeper — something that felt dangerously close to love. Fragile. Terrifying. The kind of feeling that had no business existing in a house built on threats and locked doors, and yet there it was anyway, refusing to leave.
But the shadows in the house were growing darker. And I knew, even wrapped in his arms, that the real storm was still coming — not from Valentina's cold smiles or Elena's sharp words alone, but from whatever truth they were all working so hard to keep buried behind locked doors and lowered voices.