ZARA Tom gives me an expectant look as I stand trying to think of how to answer the question he just asked me , my rational side asks me to answer him in a cavalier way , and to put an end to this for good before it becomes too big a problem to fix. But my not so rational side , the one that is dying to close the distance between us and seal my lips with his , that makes me feel restless , and makes my heart beats so hard that it seems to want to get out of my chest , the side of me that wants Tom so badly , that just knowing I am alone with him sends electric shocks through my body. I know that it is not convenient to be with Tom at the moment , it would be all too complicated , not to mention that Dominic needs me now and I cannot disappoint him , I know that he would not min