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I had to take the baby home alone while Zara continued to recover from her injuries in the hospital , and although my mother and Olivia , Zara's mother , have been quite attentive to anything she may need , that has not diminished the terror I feel every time I have to bathe or change her , or give her a bottle , I feel like I am doing everything wrong and I am going to end up hurting her , and although having her in my arms is the most wonderful feeling in the world , I wish Zara were already here so we could do this together.
I still feel chills thinking about what could have happened to her or little Abby if there weren't people around to help them in time , and the news of what happened with Dominic's wife has left us all shocked , and Zara feeling guilty for not having giv
