ZARA After my afternoon with Lucy , I head to my apartment to try and rest before heading back to the office tomorrow and having to deal with not only the tedious comments about my arm , but what will likely be an awkward encounter with Tom. I have tried to mentally prepare myself for it , but I think the best course of action is to try to pretend as if nothing happened and focus on company business , I will have to because if I am not able to control my emotions when I am around him , I will end up ruining my brother and Lucy's wedding. Just thinking that it is impossible to just walk away and disappear from his life like three years ago , because now he not only works in my family's company , but has also become close with my brother , it makes me want to go back in time to t