CHAPTER FOUR
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ZARA
I notice that Tom is looking closely at Dominic with a suspicious look , and he looks a bit angry , and for a moment I tense up thinking there are going to be problems between the two of them , but the moment of tension quickly fades when I realize that neither Tom , nor Dominic are that type of man.
Tom would only react violently to an extreme situation , like the time that i***t tried to kiss me forcibly and Tom took him off me and then knocked him out , I remember how much it turned me on to see him that way , he , who is usually reserved and even shy , but when he wants to , he can become the overprotective alpha male , and that is really sexy.
Control yourself Zara , this is not the time. - I scold myself when I notice that I start to feel hot just thinking about Tom and his more animal side.
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I look at Dominic and I realize that even if Tom provoked him , he would not fall for that kind of game , I don't see him fighting anyone physically , although with that body he could knock out anyone without any effort , but he wouldn't do it for no valid reason , he is English after all , always prefers diplomacy and verbal attacks , his thing is wit and brutal comments that can destroy anyone with a few syllables , which I also find sexy , and was one of the reasons I started dating him a little over a year ago.
We have known each other since I hired him and his team to defend Mr. Diaz , I knew of his reputation and I made sure to hire the best to ensure a favorable result , which turned out to be successful , but at that time , although I find him to be very attractive , I had no more ideas about it , I was dazzled by Tom and no one else could compare to him , no matter how attractive they were.
I guess Dominic thought I was very young , after all , he is ten years older than me , and by that time I was nineteen years old , I could barely go into bars with fake IDs , not that it was really my style to do it , but I assume that he did not see me that way at the time , for him I was always one more of his clients.
But everything changed a little over a year ago , when we both attended a charity gala , and realized that by being together we were going to benefit more than going to these types of events alone , because I could avoid the uncomfortable comments about why I was alone , or if the i***t I had found as a companion was my boyfriend , or the inappropriate comments of drunkards asking me out , not to mention those idiots who believed they had the right to flirt with me , and treat me in a patronizing way for being a young woman involved in the business world , somehow , they thought I needed them to get ahead in my career ... poor fools.
And Dominic did not have a much better time himself , when he was thirty years old people began to pressure him to introduce a girlfriend , or even worse , to get married , the comments about his dubious sexuality eventually began to spread in all social circles , and although he cannot care less what people say about him , it is something that over time began to affect his business , as some of his clients were quite conservative and began to leave with his competition , not to mention the fact that that he was tired of women , especially drunk ones , throwing themselves on him at every chance they got.
That day we came to the conclusion that we could help each other , we both had something that the other needed , an attractive , successful , intelligent person from notorious families , but most important of all: someone who did not expect anything more from that little exchange of companionship and power , I knew he didn't want an intense and clingy girlfriend who was constantly harassing him for giving her a ring and to introduce her to his parents at Christmas , and he knew I didn't want a jealous and possessive boyfriend , who couldn’t wait to make me the perfect trophy wife , and eventually present himself with a ring and try to force his last name on my ID.
The deal is more than perfect , we both accompany each other in important events without putting labels of any kind , we talk and advise each other on the important matters of our respective businesses , and from time to time , we end up in bed after an event , without waiting for a cheesy call or message from the other one in the morning , just s*x and that's it , no strings attached , and no complications.
And I have to admit that s*x with him is pretty good , a little rough , but I like it.
After what happened with Tom , I dated a couple of guys and had s*x with them , but it was a total disappointment , I kept comparing them to him , I kept trying to find someone who would look at me the way he had that night , someone who would touch me with the same devotion that Tom had touched me with , and above all , someone who would make me see the stars the way he had , but everything was completely different and disappointing.
So , when I slept with Dominic the first time , and he didn't try to sweeten my ear with sweet words and empty promises , but rather f****d me hard and without stopping to waste time on that cheesy and romantic nonsense , I decided that if I couldn't find someone who would make me feel as good as Tom had , so it was okay if I stayed with someone who just gave me pleasure and helped me release a bit of that steam that built up over time.
I guess it was a relief for Dominic too , to be able to release a bit of his own built-up desire , without worrying about how he was going to get rid of the girl afterwards without exposing himself to a ridiculous scene , or having heels thrown at his head when he told them he didn’t wanted any kind of relationship with them , without having to get caught in an awkward hug after s*x , just have s*x and go , 'thanks for the good time , I will see you on the next occasion' , and then each of them continued with their life without bothering the other , and asking when they were going to see each other again.
I remember when we finished doing it the first time , he looked a little regretful and thought he had ruined our perfect deal because of a couple of drinks , so when we finished and I got out of bed , took a shower and after putting my clothes back on , I said goodbye to him as if nothing had happened , his expression was one of total amazement and relief , from that moment on we went to bed from time to time , especially after having attended an important event and had a couple of drinks , so now we are both calm , free from the pressures of the rest of the people who expect a stable relationship between us.
Everything has worked out wonderfully , I was perfectly content with our agreement , that is , until certain blue eyes fell on me and made me question everything again.
Am I really happy like this , or am I just settling for easy?
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