ZARA I am vaguely aware that the doctor got up from his chair and is calling for the nurse to bring him some kind of sedatives , and I feel for the second time on this day that I cannot breathe , although I am sure this time it is not an allergic reaction that causes this , but rather is shock , anxiety , anger , and , above all , fear; I feel a huge panic that seems not to want to disappear. This cannot be happening at this point in my life , I have not been CEO for a year, I have not done even half of the things I had planned , I cannot even imagine what it would be like to work while being pregnant , my job has a lot of stress , and I know that if that is not good for me , much less it will be for the baby , besides , who is going to take care of him or her when I have meetings?

