TOM When I go out into the street , I don't really know where I am going , as my head is not capable of forming a single coherent thought at this moment , and I feel as if I have been punched in the stomach and I am out of breath right now. I can't believe what I just heard , my head still can't understand the conversation that Zara was having with that doctor , just thinking that she is pregnant is totally incomprehensible to me , I don't want to say it is impossible , because even the best contraceptive methods are not completely safe , but it seems out of the question that this is a possibility. It is like nothing makes sense anymore , and I know it is because of the shock I am in right now , maybe what I need is to talk to someone or try to calm down a bit before doing or s

