JELENA The rest of the journey through the estate isn't nearly as difficult. I'd already planned every detail on Sunday, after that conversation with Calhoun and after he dismissed me and made it clear he wasn't going to support my request, I stopped waiting for permission. If I wanted answers, I would have to find them myself so hat same Saturday night, after returning to my room, I sent an email to the hospital requesting permission to shadow their medical team and I wasn't expecting a response so quickly, but by morning, an email was already waiting in my inbox. Approved. I remember staring at the screen for almost a full minute, reading the words over and over to make sure I wasn't imagining them and it feels like the first door that's opened for me since waking up in Valerie's b

