Rhyder Drake hated me. Even Hunter probably hated me. He didn’t say anything but he couldn’t hide the judgement in his eyes when he glanced at me. But they couldn’t hate me as much as I hated myself. I hadn’t just betrayed Bella . I had destroyed her. And that was something I had to live with. When she was better. When she woke up I would spend the rest of my life making it up to her. If of course she ever gave me the time of day again. If she woke up. She had to wake up. She had to. Even if she wanted nothing to do with me. I would end my own life if she didn’t. Because I didn’t deserve to live my life knowing I had taken hers. “Are you even listening to me?” I came back to myself with a bang. Shaking myself as Hunters voice drilled itself into my head. “Sorry what?” I bl

